I'm 22. When I was 13 and a half I met an older man in his

>>36531629
Well it could have gone a hell of a lot worse, kids that get caught in that type of shit end up raped or chopped to pieces and dumped in a river, thank God you only met a pervert that was happy with pictures and video

>>36531695
Yeah that's fair. He lived across the country (or said he did) but I was very specific about what school I went to etc so I guess if he was a psycho instead of a perv I was done for.
He was pretty controlling, I remember one time I made a mistake or was being "bad" and he made me write two or three pages of apologies.

>>36531629
Are you a female poster?

>>36532095
Yes.
I was "technically" sexually mature, I had my first period at age 12.

>>36531629
classic

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That's very sad to hear anon. Best of luck for the future.

Will you be my damaged girlfriend?

>>36531629
How has this affected what you want to do with your life?

>>36531629
That sounds shitty. I'm sorry, Anon. Although do tell: what did he say? I'm quite curious.

Wise words from >>36531695 also.

that afected your relationships?

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>>36531810
>Tfw sexual predator makes you write a 2 page essay due by tomorrow night's Skype session
I'm so screwed guys d-do you think he'll know if I plagiarized it?

>>36532123
roastie gtfo reeeeeeheeeeeee

>>36532167
Thanks. I am mostly just fine, it just affects my intimate relationships occasionally
>>36532179
>>36532264

Most of his responses were about how I was sexually active and that I wanted it. I remember feeling sexual energy, and I definitely had orgasms with him. I don't really know where to draw the line of consent at that age, though. Was I able to orgasm, sure. Did he have the right to determine I was old enough to share that? I'm still not sure.
He said that he was sorry, that he thought we shared something special
If he had known my actual age from day one I don't know if he would have continued with it all either, but when I did reveal it to him he said it made him feel more dirty/naughty/sexual etc
>>36532204
>>36532299
Can't say for sure. I am depressed, social anxiety, etc, I'm not terribly motivated to do much of anything, any goals I set seem impossible. But who is to say that wouldn't have been the case anyway?
I've been in a relationship for about 2 years now though, and everything seems to be okay.

>>36532393
I'm not sure how your relationship with this guy would have caused any of that. It doesn't sound like it was abusive or particularly harmful. To be honest it just sounds like this is an easy thing to blame your problems on, but maybe not a realistic one.

>>36532393
>Can't say for sure. I am depressed, social anxiety, etc
dsnt look to have anything related whit this.
even if now you understand the context, back them you don't, so its not like you got traumatized with it. Or'm wrong

>>36532393
Maybe you just need to search for a therapy.
I don't think it will be to much difficult to go through this. Sure you can do it.

>>36532447
I don't blame my problems on it, which is why I questioned if it was even relevant.
Just thought I'd mention what problems I do have since anon was curious, but you're completely right, I don't think I answered very well at all.

The only way this affected my life afterwards for certain was that I masturbated an absurd amount, but wasn't emotionally attracted to another person in real life until I was 19, lost vcard. Eventually moved on to relatively normal relationships.
I watch strange porn generally, but who doesn't. The worst it gets is bestiality. In real life my sex is very vanilla but I don't orgasm very often unless it's by myself.

>>36531629
Why does it upset you?

I had a very similar experience except he didn't make me write apologies. To this day I still think about him. I miss how I would watch him drink, smoke, and masturbate all night till we fell asleep. If I didn't get a boyfriend back in high school, we would probably still talk to this day (if he didn't just like me for my age)

>>36532662
>>36532777
Nevermind

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>>36532777
Nice trips

It definitely doesn't upset me anymore, it's just one of my bigger secrets that I have never told anyone. It's cathartic to let those out, you know.
I don't miss him anymore, but I did around 17-19. I felt that he thought I wasn't attractive anymore because I was older, and I was upset by that. At the time he was the only person to really show me affection in that way, and as I was coming into adulthood I wanted to be growing more beautiful instead of uglier in his eyes.
At the time I blamed my failed personal relationships on him.