Genetic waste

>>36522904
Maybe if you stopped focusing on this self-centred genetics shit and shifted your goals to just making others happy you might find things look up a bit.

Take care of yourself anon ~

>>36523038
>shifted your goals to just making others happy you might find things look up a bit.
I only bring others down with me. Everytime i meet my father, he sighs and avoids looking at me. Life is suffering, why even bother?

>>36523181
Tough one. The most general advice is to find a passion that isn't related to your self worth and what others think of you. E.g. a pet or something.

When you live for someone/thing else you remember what living for yourself is.

Or hey maybe I'm talking out my arse. Can't believe your life is worth nothing though bud. Good times must come eventually <3

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>>36522904
>The black guy has the testosterone to get angry, but me, i lack that.

Boosting your testosterone levels is not difficult, with or without drugs. Here's an example of someone who engaged in some minor lifestyle/diet changes to achieve great testosterone gains.

http://www.artofmanliness.com/2013/01/18/how-to-increase-testosterone-naturally/

http://www.artofmanliness.com/2013/01/15/how-testosterone-is-made/

You won't need to have measurements made if you don't want to. You'll feel the changes.

You should lift too, ideally. Any physical exercise that makes you feel strong and pumped, really.

I have severe adhd, I'm bi polar, and I'm also on the autistic spectrum. Yup, I'm an aspie.

I live a happy life though. I am getting married soon. I recently got off neetbux and got a job. I am slowly figuring things out.

I don't worry about having children. If they turn out like me at the very least they will have someone who has already experienced this shit to guide them through it. My parents didn't understand me and it took me a long fucking time to understand myself. I was never made to fit into society as it is now. But after a long time and a lot of thought I realized that I could if I wanted to. It meant things that come naturally to other people had to be learned. The only way I could learn was by trying, failing, and switching things up until I hit on something that worked for me.

If you want to be a pessimistic whiny bitch forever that's your choice. You can't change what you are. This is true. But you can change how you see it and how you deal with it. The absolute best thing you could do is learn to accept yourself. If someone else hates you for what you are you shouldn't internalize that hatred and carry it with you. I did that for a long time and it got me nowhere. Well it did get me to a mental hospital but that's not the point.

I only get one chance at this as far as I know. I get to live and die. I am already regretting how I wasted the first twenty years of my life alternating between feeling sorry for myself and hating myself. I will turn 30 soon. Knowing that almost half of my life was a total waste makes me feel like a moron. I hope you get this shit figured out faster than I did. I care about you and anyone else like you and me that might be reading this. I want you to be successful, whatever that means for you personally. It's not futile. The bar set for you by society doesn't matter, only your own personal standards do. You need to start living for your own happiness not just what someone else thinks. I hope you can do that.