>17 years old >Self-esteem was too low to ask a girl out

Yeah happened to me and is happening right now. I'm just sick of the fact women don't show any sexual interest in me and look at me like a dancing monkey or something. I can make them laugh and hold a casual conversation but don't have the first clue what to do about a sexual thing and have never gotten that vibe that a girl wants me to try something with her. It's retarded.

I'm convinced I'm ugly as fuck and every time I look in the mirror I see some flaw but people tell me I look great and I always think they're lying. You think they're telling the truth or not because if they were I would theoretically be getting pussy no?

My date:
> girl plays with her hair
> girl looks at me directly in the eyes during convo for at least 5 seconds
> pupils dilated
> copying my moves
> laughing and smiling
all classic points that she is into you
> I'm sorry anon but we are too different and won't make a good match

WTF?

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g o d give me the strength to disregard women
g o d give me the strength to disregard women
g o d give me the strength to disregard women


my prayer

>>36511542
Haha yep. Fuck my dude. Word for word and similar situation. I've managed to ask 3 girls out on a date. Every single time they'll give the body language signals and the conversations seemingly go great but then they hit you with that the next day.

I'm this guy
>>36510858

I met this extremely qt indie chick when I was 17 she kissed me once and soon after became an sjw and blocked me from every form of social media.

I did make out with a girl drunk at a party but that was it. We were both drunk and she was the school whore. She pulled me over to her and we made out and I started sucking her nipples on a park bench in front of a 100 people and fingered her. I almost fucked her but didn't because I didn't have a condom and I thought I would get her knocked up. Everyone at my high school would make jokes about it and I became known as the titsucker.

Other than that I've done nothing with any girl. Haven't even touched one.

>>36511542
Post author here. Not OP

The only GF I had didn't show anything of that except for the smiling part. I don't know. I didn't feel nervous on our dates and wasn't afraid because somehow I got balls to do things.

Looking back I start to realize that failed dates were failed because of me. I was overanalyzing and insecure, thinking that
I have flaws they will notice. I'm a wristlet and this one girl noticed. She told me that my hands are so small (without being an asshole) and I responded insecurely that it is congenital. I should've joked or something but I chose a way of a beta.

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>had a gf in the 4th grade, was the first person in my grade to get one
>she was into me but i was too shy/hadn't hit puberty so never did anything
>6-8th grade had several girls show interest in me, again too shy so never did anything
>freshman year, two of the hottest girls in my grade flirted with me, again too shy never did anything
>dropped out because of social anxiety and depression
>get a job, many girls show interest in me, too shy to initiate anything, even when they literally give me their numbers and ask me on dates
I'm 25 now. I have never kissed a woman. I am still a virgin. I will die a virgin. I do not belong in this plane of existence.

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>17 years old
>Confident enough to ask out every girl I liked
>Still got rejected by every single one

At least I have no regrets.

Good advice tbqh my black-white IQ medians

>>36511689
Get out of here you nasty tit-sucker.

Go call up your mommy next time.