>tfw you hug a pillow everytime you sleep >tfw you hold

>>36479600
Everytime i lie in bed, i imagine someone being next to me and sometimes i talk out loud to "her".
When it comes to dealing with loneliness, i'm trying to turn into an actual robot and stop having thoughts other than vital ones and get rid of all that emotional shit.

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I do the same thing every night op, I spend hours cuddling with my pillow and getting comfy with him

>>36479600
Yes, i also spend several hours daydreaming about having a gf and walking around in circles like a autist retard in my room.

>>36479821
I usually do this in the morning because i fall asleep soo fast.

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I cuddle my pillow every night and pretend it's my crush. I know ill always be alone but the small times my crush give me attention is enough.

I finally bought a body pillow of nagisa from clannad

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>>36480528
I do it pretty much any time I'm in bed, and I typically spend like half the day in bed.

>>36479600
I do that if I am sleeping in and she is up

>>36479600
Holding a pillow gives me no relief. Never has. Usually I just fap and go off into a dreamless, deep sleep.

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I've created an imaginary girlfriend that I pretend I'm sleeping with when I hug a pillow at night. I imagine our life and conversations together. Her name is Leslie and I even painted a picture of her. She even has a whole life story, interests, hobbies, tastes in music, food, clothing etc. A complete human being, except in the physical sense.

>>36481454
holy fuck this is pathetic i knew this board was for losers but this is a next level you should legit just kill yourself

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>>36481499
absolutely jellymad

>>36481499
Lol you seem jealous. Don't worry I have more body pillows to share.

>>36481454
That's actually very beautiful.

>>36481454
>Create imaginary girlfriend
>She's ugly
Why?

>>36480583
I do this as well, haven't had friends in over six years and have never lost my virginity nor have I even made friends with a girl. The pillow provides comfort though, it always does and I wish it'd respond.

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>>36479600
nice dubs

also, I used to hug a pillow while i slept, but as the weather became hotter outside i couldnt do it anymore without sweating through my sheets while i slept. so now i just hold my own hands.

its a tough fucking feel, anon. youre not alone, though

>>36479600
Create a tulpa, solved my loneliness

>>36479600
>no smug face peering out of the covers
shit picture famalamadingdong

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>>36479600
I hug a regular pillow because it's comfy, but I'd like to get a waifu body pillow

anyone recommend a good site?

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I just daydream about having someone. Sometimes I get so carried away that I actually feel happy. But then I realize that I'm just a guy in a lonely room with a stupid smile on his face.

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>>36483283
Hobbyheart has good pillowcases from what I've heard, and you can get the pillows from Amazon I think.
Enjoy your cuddling~

>>36482867
Imperfections make her more realistic

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I cling to my pillow every night imagining I am with Jessica from contagion and that she relies on me to keep her safe from the zombies. When I wake up I often cuddle up closer to my pillow and whisper her name. I wish she was real so that I could care for her and protect her. I often fantasize about her and I living on a roof top cuddling in a sleeping blanket as zombies swarm on the streets below, staring up at the stars.

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>>36483338
thanks, fampai

I'll check it out

>>36479600
Hold my own hands, why didn't I think of that?
Goodnight.

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>>36481454
Ignore the normies, this is absolutely fantastic and incredibly meaningful. It's immensely bittersweet though, as it depicts the same crippling loneliness and constant suffering that all robots feel, but it also shows how creative the mind can get when forced into years of solitude and rejection.

Not only is it an excellent painting, but the slight facial flaws you gave her create such a realistic image, it's admirable. I usually just imagine real life girls that I once knew and had an intense crush on, but creating a tulpa may be an even better coping mechanism, as it tricks the mind into feeling more realistic.

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i often walk around my room in some kind of euphoria cuddling against my own arms like i would snuggle against a girl

I live in an imaginary world in my head. I'm a different person and am sureounded by people who love me. I interact with them. They all have very elaborate backstories and quirks and personalities. Same for the character in my head that I play. Everything I do I incorporate into an imaginary situation in my head. The extent of it is terrifying, honestly.

>>36481454
>>36481454
think she's cute but you gotta fix her nose man

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>Small party with one of the few friends I have
>Girl I like is there
>We both like each other
>We both know we like each other
>Time for her to leave
>Want to hug her goodnight
>Can't work up the courage to do it
>That night I dream I'm cuddling with her
>Wake up with pillow in my arms

Now we cuddle in bed every week, but I find myself cuddling my pillow sometimes when she's not there

>>36479600
i have one of those pillows made for pregnant women, it's pretty nice. i can just wrap myself around it. sometimes if i'm feeling particularly pathetic i pet my own hair and pretend my head's on someone's chest.
kill me end my suffering

>>36479600
I put a warm, heated bottle in a long body pillow (not the anime version... Not quite desperate enough yet) so I can hold something warm at night.

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I used to hug this duck I have (just for the hell of it), now I just turn to my side, pull the blanket over my head, and off to bed I go.
>cucked my duck

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>>36481454
Leslie is pretty cute. I am going to start imagining her too.

>>36481454
>he fell in love with an imaginary mouthbreather
laughing my -fucking- ass off

>>36481454

It's gonna be tough but im gonna fap to this picture.

I'm not even horny I'm just gonna do it anyway and blow a fat load of cum to this pic.

>>36486869
do it and post pic of pic

>>36486261
Why dont you just fuck off to /adv/ or something you dont deserve to have wojak pictures on your computer

>>36479600
I cuddle my dog, she likes to curl up against my chest, it's pretty nice

>>36479600
I listen to music and rock myself back and forth when I try to sleep

I do the pillow thing

Didn't realise it was so common amongst the board

>>36481141
shut up fatman this thread is not for you nor is this board get out get out get out

>>36486975
Don't respond to tripfags they live on your attention

>>36486943
this
every robot should get a pet

>>36483220
>>36483545
I thought tulpas are a meme? The idea sounds really autistic but sounds really interesting at the same time.

>>36487402
same its pretty autistic but iv been thinking more of doing it kinda like talking to a rock on an island as more as a mental thing

>>36479600
I do this. I also hold hands with my feet. Sometimes as I'm falling asleep I picture my oneitis wrapped around me as she talks about her day with me and tells me how much she loves me.

>>36483647
Holy shit are you me? In my head I have the life I always wanted but never could have. Sometimes I spend hours just dozing off into my imaginary world because its better than my real life.

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>>36479600
I mostly just imagine doing girlfriend-boyfriend sing-alongs like in those movies for teenage girls, usually in my native language
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBDbUVXXp-U

>>36481454
>tfw so far gone I was seriously considering and thinking about creating this today

jesus christ what have I become

>>36481454

Ew, let me guess. She's smart, into reading (whatever that means), she's into politics (she likes labeling herself as something, but she doesn't really know anything about politics), she listens to some obscure genre for the sake of being able to say she does, she's into at least 1 edgy hobby, she was a virgin before you "met" her.
There's probably more generic r9k cliches that your picture epitomizes.

>>36489031
how is into reading hard to understand?

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>>36481454
Go full Tulpa my man. Head to /x/ and await further instructions. Good on you if this is real

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>>36479600
I hug myself from time to time.
How pathetic is that?

>>36479600
>Men just want sexxxx!!!!! Fucking dogsss

>>36479600
Just the old cuddle my pillow and pretend it's my oneitis routine. Sometimes when I drive I'd pretend she was sitting next to me. The realization that I'll never be with her has taken even that from me so now the loneliness and heartache is just unbearable.

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A few days ago, I said "I love you" out loud, just to see what it felt like to say it.

I broke down crying straight after.

I can't do this any more.
I just want it to stop hurting.

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>>36479600
>its another 'wake up after having a dream that you made friends with that qt girl you have a crush on only to wake up and immediately realise it was all a dream and spend the rest of the day feeling like garbage for not having the balls to make a move irl' episode