I can't even fap in peace anymore.
Watching a woman get fucked or play with herself, hear her moans.
I start getting angry while fapping and at the end I just feel hate and anger, like I want to punch the fucking wall.
Feels I will never know.
It's like everyone else is in a very special club.
And you and I ain't in it.
I had this rage for a few days at one point, my anger subsided when I came to acceptance.
>listen to femdom audio as workout music
You probably have unrealistic standards for your level of beauty.
Try hitting on girls you tell yourself are ugly. Boom, bye bye virginity.
>>36471292
>audio porn is very arousing when done right
>almost all of it is either humiliation and/or sissyfication garbage
WHY
>>36470732
Might as well be gay at this point if you can't even fap to women anymore
>>36470732
No no porn and no fap for a while take a hike seriously dude thats a rabbit hole.
>>36470732
I'm the same. Havent been able to wank last few days it's just too depressing.
Grats, move on to Doujins and animated hentai. Most of the women sound like they are in pain.