I just want to break down and cry bots. I'm tired and I feel weak. I try to improve myself time and time again but I just can't help shake the feeling of hopelessness.
>>36467743
Hang in there bro. Everybody who makes an effort into improving themselves goes through phases like that. I feel that way at least once a month. The fact of the matter is that you gotta keep moving forward no matter what or those feelings of despair and hopelessness will be the death of you. You'll find a place you're comfortable with eventually, everybody does.also, source?
>>36467892
I found it in a thread here, I have another picture somewhat similar to this in terms of strangeness.
>>36467892
Oh, and if you feel like crying, just go ahead and fucking do it. Don't fall for the "be a man" meme too much. If the people in your life really love and/or care about you, they won't judge you. Internalizing anger and sadness like that is how spree shooters are made.
Life is hopeless though. If it all just *ends* and there's nothing after this then it makes no fucking sense to do or care about anything in between the two random events of life and death. I have not been very religious much of my life (Muslim through upbringing) but the need for a God and afterlife has startedto make sense to me more and more. Tbfh I'm still not 100% convinced about it but it's better than not believing if you see what I mean. The Islamic paradise is every robots dream, endless large breasted 3dpd, fresh tight pussy on demand (it's literally there in the books, not kidding), live in continent spanning palaces and endless gardens, ride on horses that can fly, drink and eat whenever the fuck you want and not get fat etc
>>36467981
This. Crying is therapeutic af.
>>36467743
get a black belly gf
>>36469120
This. Better than any drug combined.
>>36467743
get off 4Chan. Don't come back. That will help.