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ITT how you nearly became Schizophrenic...
> Finish college
> Find out about darknet; get bitcoins set up, buy some shit
> Start smoking weed for a couple months
> Get auditory illusions and hallucinations when high, but think nothing of it
> Stop smoking
> Doing speed, 2CB etc.
> Stop with that also
> A few weeks later start getting very slight auditory hallucinations, like hearing people say "hymph" as I pass them on the street
> Have some sort of psychotic micro-break; start feeling agitated, very anxious, confused, and hear some girl I used to know from school calling my name from the street
> Wears off within one hour, as I isolate in my room and drink it away
> Just before going to sleep when I'm thinking to myself, I occasionally hear very quiet voices responding to my thoughts
> Hear people mutting obscenities to me as I walk down the street on occasion
> This slight psychosis goes on for months and months before it escalates any further
> More psychotic micro-breaks in the coming months
> Feel uneasy around vans because I think they want to kidnap me
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> Already asocial due to being an autist lol, but I'm also getting some anhedonia and apathy
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> Find articled on the net about how fish oil delays, or prevents onset of SCZ; start taking
> Walking down the street, hearing noises emitting from everywhere, occasional visual hallucinations like seeing people out of the corner of my eye laughing at me
> Have some spare ketamine in my drawer, IV a light dose of that
> Big mistake... this just makes it way worse; now I'm getting full-blown visual hallucinations and moderate confusion, and I basically feel like my ego is about to collapse or something. This is hard to describe unless you've experienced it. Now I know why some people with this disorder avoid drugs like this... it just made it worse, it was terrifying and hard to describe.
> Gradually the psychotic symptoms start to wear off, to the point where I'm 100% normal now
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>>36463304
That sounds fucking sick bro, how do i do this? Is smoking weed enough?
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>>36463479
Genetics, but OP can't be a schizo it doesn't work like that
You can have drug induced psychosis however, that's true
It isn't fun
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>>36463479
Only if the weed is laced with the right stuff
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> Start smoking weed for a couple months
> Get auditory illusions and hallucinations when high
I don't think that was normal weed bro
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synthetic marijuana gave me HPPD and years of reoccurring psychotic episodes
I took on a very isolationist policy so I never got committed for psychosis except once
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>>36463752
it's not a problem for most people but some people who are susceptible can get psychotic symptoms triggered by weed
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yeah ive had some micro psychosis stuff too like thinking people were talking to me and getting really paranoid of people waiting in my house for me and shit and i started sleeping with a bat and a knife. i have some visual distortions like brighter colors and stuff too. at the worst i thought my grandpa and dad were having a full blown conversation by me but they wrent even there. im a bit cleared up now though. hope it stays that way. it can get kinda jenky
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