>used to be a normie: had a (very hot) gf, lifted weights,

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>used to be a normie: had a (very hot) gf, lifted weights, large abundance of friends, active social life where I went to parties and did things with people, worked at grocery store since freshman year of college and got promoted to bookkeeper
>become addicted to adderall, xanax, and weed
>gf found out I'm addicted to pills after I punched my best friend in the face for throwing away my xanax because he was trying to make me stop after I was hiding it from her for months
>get depressed
>pills fuck my brain up, I start to get paranoid around people thinking they're making fun of me, starting acting weird around friends and coworkers
>gain a bunch of weight
>start doing bad in school
>stop taking adderall and xanax to stop going crazy after no sleep
>now just heavily smoke pot and heavily overweight
>quit job by no showing
>only taking 1 class this semester
>friend group has gotten smaller, I probably scared people away plus the few I do have left I have no motivation to hangout with
>spend my days getting high, playing csgo/tf2, shitposting, watching /tv/ shows
>know I'm a piece of shit but have no motivation to improve myself

Who /degenerate/ here?