You guys don't have shit on my fuckup >Be me, around

File: leg-press---wide-stance.jpg (123KB, 1256x800px) Image search: [Google]

123KB, 1256x800px

You guys don't have shit on my fuckup

>Be me, around 15 (suppressed memories, can't recall exact age)
>At sleepover with a male friend, 2 girls with us
>Like one of the girls, and I know that she likes me back (2nd girl also likes me, but I didn't know at the time)
>Sharing bed with the girl I like, not bedtime yet but just chilling while talking
>Get excited and cover it up by laying on my stomach with my knee in an upwards position
>"That's uncomfortable" the girl says, "I like it, deal with it" I spout out like a retard - fuckup #1, but not nearly as a major fuckup as the 2nd one
>Time passes, we leave the beds to do other shit, come back and lay down again - now in a different bed
>She lays on her side, I'm behind her and decide to place my head on her ass
>"That's my ass you know?", "yeah i know..."
>Whatever, time passes and it's finally bed time, this is where shit got real
>For whatever fucking reason, I panic knowing I'm about to sleep in the same bed with a girl I like
>Literally with the wall against my back as support, I brace myself and start kicking and forcing her out of the bed
>"What the fuck?"
>I wanna sleep with my bro
>Confused as shit, probably thinking what the fuck she was thinking when she decided to like me in the first place, she struggles and really want's to sleep in the same bed
>I overpower her shit and she flies down on the floor, she gets sad and says something that I can't even remember (suppressed memories)
>Both girls endup sleeping together, me and bro endup sleeping together
>Fuckup the one chance I had to sleep together with a girl I liked, and on top of that I cockblocked my friend too in the process

What the fuck was wrong with me? How do I time travel and reverse this shit?
Pic related, it's how I forced her out of bed