Who here /OCD/?
How you guys holding up
Also, general mental illness thread
What's your compulsion, OP?
>like omg I totally have ocd, that one tile in the bathroom bugs me it's so out of place
not
>I have irrational habits that if I don't do I believe that the world will actually come to an end and everyone I love will die
>>36451969
My compulsion is checking things over and over again. if I don't check things the catastrophic thoughts start building up and I feel really anxious
also ill repeat actions 2,3 or 6 times depending on the day. If I don't repeat things that many times I feel extremely anxious
once i worried all day every day for a year because i got the thought that there was a chance i could have gotten my ex gf pregnent in my head (even thought it was impossible) and it literally was on my consciousness 24/7 except for when i slept
repeat this cycle with a different intrusive thought lasting from week to year long periods with intermittent breaks and that's my life
>>36452274
when i was a kid i used to have to avoid doing things 6 times (i count every repetitive action i do like most ocd ppl) or else id convinced myself satan would get me lmao
>>36451501
I had an ocd diagnosis and random panic attacks which I used to think were bad but then I got inflammatory bowel disease and realized psychiatric disorders aren't real problems.
When I leave the house I HAVE to make sure my doors are locked.
Its debilitating.
It doesn't end there. I have to do it before I go to sleep too. Its even spilled over to my car. I have to make sure that's locked too.