I'm chilling at a coffee shop, posting on /areninekay/. It's my daily routine to avoid my family and friends, though I fear bumping into them in public.
I have acute social anxiety, but I'm not afraid to talk to people. I fear being judged, so I end up shutting the conversation down when it starts to get personal. I don't want anyone know how much of a loser I am.
I'll be forever alone because I know how shitty I am. How much I fucked up in my life. How ugly I am without my hat on, and the acne on my body.
But that's all good, because life is beautiful. I make some money teaching kids the guitar. That's all I can handle right now.
cool dude im sittin in my room drinkin beer eating chips and scratching my nuts with my greasy chip fingers
>>36448934
What kind of chips and beer? I need to know.
>Life is beautiful
Objectively false, my friend. All life is hideous and reliant on the induced suffering of living things. To live is immoral. No man, no living thing, can be considered "good" or "beautiful" knowing this.
nice op im just lying in bed on my PC with my dick out occasionally lifting up the covers and smelling my own waft.
its pretty comfy
>>36448967
bet they love you at parties famalam
how did you get started teaching guitar classes? I'm considering doing the same but for drawing/painting, but I have no idea how/where I would advertise it to actually get customers
>>36448682
sure is comfy looking. wish i had a coffee shop like that where i live. all we have is a starbucks. you must live in a real city somewhere
>>36448959
Festivalbier 5,0 Original & Chipsfrisch
>>36448985
Depends. I went out socialising recently with some people, someone noticed I looked "down" and asked me why. Told them not to worry, they pushed the matter, I explained my worldview to them, and they spent the rest of the evening looking very uncomfortable when they were around me. I didn't explain it in an edgy way, either. It was purely matter-of-fact. Normally I don't tell people I think this way, but if they insist, what am I meant to do? Keep lying, even though they can tell?
>>36448972
At what point do you ponder your state of being? Or does the waft get you high?
>>36449140
thats what I ponder when I am trying to actually sleep for a change, I play music constantly and loudly to remove any unnecessary pondering.
my scent is quite exquisite though, only finished fapping an hour ago so it's got some kick
>>36448996
Draw in public, when you're at a coffee shop and let people come to you. Make some business cards and post them. Let people know on fagbook. Tell your friends. Publish or present your own work somehow. Word of mouth is 75% of the game.
>>36449053
are you europionfag?
>>36449182
I listen to music 24/7 for the same reasons.
>>36448985
Whenever I talk about overpopulation and inevitable human dip in population everyone stops talking in the fb chat. Same as when I bring up the geometry of the universe, behavioral sink, Fermi Paradox, you name it.
>tfw just want to talk about fun things that interest you but these things are "too depressing" you hold it all inside slowly becoming more bitter and depresses so you don't hurt anyone's feelings.
>>36448985
Why do normies say this?
>>36449215
No he's from Jersey
>>36449126
sorry i didnt know you were legitimately autistic. i should have been more considerate.
>>36449824
>overpopulation
so you're a bluepilled plebeian still
>>36450327
No I just like playing with math anf simple population models.