>sister's friends come over for a sleepover since mom and dad are away on vacation
>they invite me and we drink and talk shit for a little while
>fast forward 1 AM, they are all sleeping and I come into the 2 friend's room and snuggle up to them
>they are a little reluctant at first but then start letting me do anything to them
>end up groping and fucking them all night long
>morning comes, I was back in my room sleeping and go out to take a piss (bathroom is in their room)
>they invite me over for a morning snuggle and fuck session before my sister wakes up
>we start playing under the sheets
>I wake up
>>36440734
Holy shit anon, you got me right in the feel. My turn I guess
>be me
>19, at uni
>don't really have any friends
>have been diagnosed with clinical depression, anxiety disorder and doctor thinks I might be slightly autistic
>have exam today
>pretty good at school, even if I often miss class because I'm retarded
>exam starts
>french exam, I speak french since I was born
>easy as fuck
>right hand starts to shake
>tears starts to fall on my sheet
>not again.jpg
>stomach is hurting me like crazy
>feels like I ate knives
>can't even think straight anymore
>people start looking at me
>some chad laughs, and a stacy next to me seems to be worried about me
>don't say anything and stands up
>get out of class
>tears rolling down my face, I go back home in bus
Now I'm in my room, depressed and sad as usual
>mfw
>>36441483
I wish you could be helped.
>>36441588
Thanks, I started to take medication (prozac) since I was 15. My parents told me that I used to be a happy kid, but for as long as I can remember, sadness as always been my primary emotion. At least I have you guys, /r9k/ helps me a lot. Talking about this kind of stuff with normies never helped me, but on this board, everyone understands me. Even with all the trap threads and shitposting, I wouldn't trade you guys for the world.
>>36440734
At least you got to dream about sex. The concept is so foreign to me I almost never get to.
I have twice that I remember and the second time wasn't right at all. We stood next to each other and I put my dick between her legs while she was standing and somehow that is fucking.
OP is lucky in many ways. Congrats my friend :)
>>36441725
But would you trade us for a man up pill that would fix your problem?
>>36440734
Your dream self sounds like a nigger desu
>>36441779
Not even for that, I want to overcome this shitty life by myself, I don't want to become a normie, I just want to stop being sad all the time. Problems are a part of life, if I can't solve them myself, I usually make a thread here and try to find a solution. Even if it sucks to wake up every morning and find out that I'm still alive, at least I'm me. I may just be a slightly autistic anxious and depressed loser, but I have you guys. Nothing is worth more than a shitty thread about waifu full of comments from neo nazi weaboos on 4chan in the whole world to me.