ITT (in this thread) green text the last twenty four hours

>9 am
>working on some music tracks I'm creating
>half ass my read through a paper
>play guitar
>go to uni
>have a test
>copy the whole thing without knowing anything
>got 8/11 right
>draw the whole next period
>come back home
>post my track on a thread on /mu/
>get absolutely shat on
>work on homework
>fap
>sleep
>wake up
>start working on homework again
>realize it's fucked and that I can't solve it
>whatever I'll kill myself someday anyways
>bake a pizza
>browse /r9k/
>9 am again

>sleep
>Wake up at 2:45 pm
>Lie in bed until 4
>Take a piss
>Breakfast of ramen because I'm out of actual food
>Check the few normie sites I check and 4chan
>All the threads I posted in are dead, then again that was 14 hours ago
>Vidya, playing test drive unlimited while listening to music from a jet set radio fansite
>7pm stare through the window blinds at my neighbor because his music was really loud
>9 pm Lunch, more ramen and some coffee. Almost out of powdered "creamer"
>Back to vidya, BeamNG this time
>11pm took a big shit, switched games back to tdu
>2am, bored of gaming, lurking r9k and g
>4:45am lie in bed and daydream
>5am post uninteresting things from tablet
>6:18am post this

>last night
>play bunch of Dota to reach level 60 on the Battlepass
>not enjoying it at all, but I'm close to level 60
>watched some Netflix
>fap to 2D, as always
>browse 4chan
>still awake at 4AM
>continue to paint my sheep girl
>go to bed at 7AM
>wake up at 1PM
>ordered some pizza
>play Dota
>watch Netflix
>browse 4chan
>dinner
>play Dota, finally reach level 60, fuck that game never touch it again
>10PM now, posting this
Gotta work this sheep girl now

>>36438486

> 1 pm
> 20 hours until exam
> haven't actually started revising
> illstudyextrahardnexttime.png
> have lunch and watch a few vids on yt
> oh no, only 19 hours left
> should relax by playing vidya
> oh no, only 17 hours left
> you know what, I'll be more productive after a short nap
> accidentally have full 8 hours of sleep
> oh no, only 9 hours left
> it's okay, I'll revise better if I'm well rested
> take a shower and clean up room so i have better surroundings to study
> oh no, only 7 and a half hours left
> okay, let's make a plan now
> plan on spending 1 hour per section (there's 7)
> start worrying about the lack of time
> "calm my nerves" on pornhub and 4chan
> oh no, only 5 hours left
> start reading lecture notes
> none of this shit makes any sense
> call my friends for help but turns out they don't exist
> 4 hours left
> fuck it, time to start memorising past papers
> check 4chan again
> oh no, 0 hours left
> "whatever, who wants to do well in uni and end up a wagecuck anyway"

>Wake up
>Breakfast
>Browse 4chan all day, I don't care anymore
>Wait for a person that is having similar troubles to call me
>Do nothing all day
>at 11 pm I send them a message saying that they have hope and if they want I could just disappear form their from their lives since I sense that's what they want, but only if they tell me directly, another passive aggressive behavior, is on read but doesn't reply, I don't know whether to be exited anymore, I go to sleep hoping they reply on the morning, nothing.
I only want to help them god damn it, their life is worse than mine but I am trying my best to make it right, unlike their asshole family and friends.

>>36438486
too lazy nah bro xD

>>36438486
>wake up still delirious
>play XCOM 2 for several hours
>fuck girl when she wakes up (gomenasai)))))
>make food, try to recover from delirium hangover
>still seeing shit
>get spooked as fuck
>open online classes and consider doing some hw
>fuck around until later when i go hang out at my friends house who i never see
>get way too drunk and do too many whipits
>start thinking about how much i hate myself and how im incapable of connecting with people and eventually go home
>beat it to giant amazonian bitches
>wake up still hating myself and my father specifically for not being around to teach me shit and only coming around when he gets the whimsy, take the toy off the shelf and play father for a while

Sorry for vent, still drunk

>>36438848
Why do other people have such a lack of compassion and decency.

>3pm come home
>discord
>edit website
>5pm watch Kill Me Baby
>6pm eat food
>internalpain.png
>7pm shower
>10pm begin torrenting shit
>10:30pm go to sleep
>7am wake up
>8am go to work
>do shit idk
>2:30pm finish work
>2:54pm get in train
>3pm now

>9am
>work all day
>eat lunch at desk
>get done at 5pm
>go work out
>jerk off
>play bayonetta
>sleep
>wake up
>shower
>go to work