I'm fucking losing my mind for real this is not fun
I'm getting stuck in loops and nothing feels real.
when I look at people all I see is walking corpses
Me too. I feel a heavy weight above me... I really feel bad for my mum.
One day she was very far way and I stayed with my distant relatives. I had suicidal thoughts a lot of times and I almost tied myself to the bed in order to not throwing me out of tge fucking window.
I feel very sorry for my mum, she does not deserve this shit. I am a good person, but the moment I snap...I must take pills soon.
Did you take LSD or shrooms?
Because that happens. Usually you'll feel better in 30 minutes.
>>36414803
yes but that was 6 years ago now
I've been crazy since a boy. woman and a man's voice used to count out loud to me
>>36414848
What the hell, are you schizophrenic? Don't you go to a chemist, psycologist...?
Look up depersonalization and derealization. If you have it look up harris depersonalization recovery