Today is my 20th birthday.
I live with my parents. I am not in school. I have never had sex, kissed a girl, hugged a girl, held hands with a girl, or had a girl have a non-non-mandatory conversation with me. I don't have any friends. I don't have any hobbies. Any free time I have is spent sitting at a computer chair. My parents don't talk to me. My father is dying and we don't even talk. I have nobody in real life that I can rely on, and I don't talk to anyone online besides 4chan.
Is it possible to make it? Or am I done for? Am I too far gone? 20 isn't that old, but I feel like I'm already fully submerged in the shit.
Has anyone ever made a full 180? How did you do it? Can it actually be done? I'm so tired all the time.
>>36405535
you've gone too far op dont worry though in 10 more years you will become a wizard
23 here have small hopes of getting my shit together but most of it depends on education, I am also neet with 2 big year gaps in my resume,
I dropped out of school when I was 14
>>36405658
That sucks. How does that happen?
Have you gotten a GED at least?
>>36405678
I don't live in America, what's the GED equivalent in Australia?
I've done a couple years of school since, I got grade 10 equivalent and a couple of certs.
I'm 22 now, I dropped out when family moved houses, was having trouble with people at school and lost all my friends. I stayed in my room all the time, tried to go back but had another breakdown after the first term back. 2011 onward is years of neetdom and periods of some education. Right now been NEET again nearly 8 months. I was pretty sheltered by my parents, they want to find a job tho.
>>36405888
>they want me* to find a job tho.
>>36405535
It is possible but it may take some time until you discover a path forward. I was in the exact same position as you when I was 20 and for a long time I felt completely hopeless, but after a long time the hope came back. You change even when you don't realize it happening.
>>36405535
hey anon. Happy birthday. ive spent 6 year on r9k and spent the last 3 birthdays here and managed to make some friends last year who know about my internet tier autism. would you like to talk sometime? post steam or anything else and ill gladly be your friend.
>>36405535
You used a picture of aru from bocchi so you're a good person. I don't think any bad person could enjoy bocchi. stop comparing yourself to others. everyone's life is different, and the pace they move at varies. I believe when you want to do something you will. I hope you have a happy birthday, please don't ruin it with thoughts like this