I have severe depression and I hate myself a lot. My only hold in life is my girlfriend which is inherently unhappy with me and about to break up with me. I had it coming for a long time now and I really don't know what to do. I need to get away from this town, this friends and these memories asap before I go completely crazy.
Thought I'd try to get fit and join some foreign legion or terror organisation. You know, the kind of things you do when you're finished with life.
Taking proposals as to what to do.
Reaching out to family is not an option because I have none. Is there maybe a way to work abroad just for food and accommodation?
I just think I need to get away before I get suicidal again. Maybe, hopefully, I'll finally have the guts to do it then.
Also first time posting on this board. I don't know why I came here. Hear you guys were whiny pieces of shit as well so I thought I'd be in good company.
>My only hold in life is my girlfriend
stopped reading there
>>36374940
Moar Ethan memes!!
>>36374975
congrats
>>36374987
agreed!
>>36374940
>girlfriend
Fuck off.
>>36374975
>>36375053
Can't you just ignore the fact that some girl took it upon herself to endure me for some time and look at the bigger picture. Don't be such little babies.
>>36375083
Don't be a baby? You just made a thread whining about your fuckin feelings. "Don't be a baby" is exactly what I'd say to you.
>>36375228
Touche. But you get what I mean tho? Just because there is a girl in my life my whining isn't any less worth than yours just because you constantly whine because of the lack of girls in your life. Right?
>>36375083
How did you get a girlfriend?
>>36375434
Because she thinks I'm attractive and has a thing for slightly mad people with severe family problems. Girls are weird. Also she says I make her laugh or at least I used to.
>>36374940
Same here. I'm a terrible person all around but I have a gf and it's the only good thing in my life. It's the only non robot thing going for me.
You're mistake is that you didn't over time bend her to your will and make it impossible for her to imagine life without you. Me and my gf have gone through a ton of shit and she stuck around despite my stretches of neetdom and my severely antisocial personality.
>inb4 gf get out
Shut up faggots, just because I'm trying to get better and have in some cases doesn't mean I can just easily leave here.
>blubluuuu I have gf but I so sad I really a robot!!!!!#
xd
pathetic
>>36375726
>xd
>pathetic
yeah, sure
Fuck off and die you normie scum.
>>36374940
>Thought I'd try to get fit and join some foreign legion or terror organisation. You know, the kind of things you do when you're finished with life.
Taking proposals as to what to do.
Join the YPG. They're not a terror org either, they're a US ally so if you dont die you can return home without being imprisoned