>tfw completely fucking batshit insane but good at hiding it
if someone could look inside my head at my nonsensical thought patterns I'd be locked away forever
>>36357346
How crazy are you? Im interested.
>>36357346
oh look another
>im so crazy xddd
thread
>>36357346
Sometimes I have paranoid bouts where I think somebody might be able to read my thoughts so I focus really hard to put up an imaginary electric barrier around my consciousness and can imagine them not being able to get in. Who else here?
>>36357346
wow guys watch out, we're in the presence of a crazy man XD
are you wicked and nihilistic?
>>36357346
I literally attacked a guy because I had a hallucination of him killing me
what are yours like OP?
>>36357572
My thought patterns are located in geoographical places I've been
The way I think is that ideas are placed in different locations in my head. Each thought subject has it's own location and I think about the subject in different ways by adding saw a tree and a patch of grass together
I believe it's some form of synaethesia but I've never seen anything about this specific type
>>36357978
here's a recent example
> North Korean tensions
They are located in an old friend's house. every time I think about the subject I am in that house. By looking around the house I gain new thoughts and perspectives on the matter and add new furnishing that can later be reflected on and taken into account
>>36357978
>>36358085
That's not "crazy". My god, go to fucking tumblr you le I'm so quirky XD faggot
>>36357346
I was thinking the same thing today. If I told people about my problems they'd line up a fucking firing squad
>>36358167
How am I being like that? I just simply doubt most people think in this way
seems like you're just waiting to call everything tumblr
>>36358267
You're the embodiment of "special snowflake" people think and have thought patterns in all sorts of ways you couldn't begin to imagine. Just cause you associate a thought with a location doesn't mean shit. Fucking faggot, piece of shit
>>36358301
Do you have any thoughts beyond buzzwords and swearing or is that as deep as you run?
>>36358339
Am I not wrong? Kill yourself retard
>>36358339
not him but he's right, and he sounds like buzzwords cause that's literally what you are, a living buzzword. which is pretty sad
>>36358339
lol guys i associate thoughts with locations I'm so lay cray cray XDD
>>36357346
we're all crazy on the inside
luckily thoughtcrime isn't illegal yet
>>36357346
>>tfw completely fucking batshit insane
Yea man you sound pretty f*cking crazy XD
>>36358339
you're fucking retarded
orignalio
>>36357346
You probably just have autism
why would you be locked away forever for associating subjects with locations?
im pretty sure every person alive thinks worse thoughts daily
>>36357346
>Mom says to clean my room
>Don't
SOMEBODY STOP ME!
>>36358085
I think that's just autism, you seem pretty creative.
>>36357346
who else /nihilistic with a wicked sense of humor/ here?
>>36358382
>>36358403
>>36358625
my original post was hyperbolic so the thread got attention. I regret it. it wasn't really my intention
>>36358612
Am I crazy or is it autism. When I'm alone I sometimes act homocidal to scare off anyone spying on me
>>36358741
peace be with you
originali
>>36358822
ur probably just paranoid and u think that is the best way to scare off a would be spyer. for example sometimes i think somebody is going to rob my house, so i give a thumbs up through any windows to make it look like I saw them
>oneitis having mental breakdown in the bathroom
>I'm sitting outside thinking about how I could benefit from her suicide by writing a book or some shit
Jesus christ I'm a pretty moral person and I'm constantly ashamed of my thoughts
>>36358741
well why didn't you just say that before instead of getting snarky?
>>36358874
>i think somebody is going to rob my house, so i give a thumbs up through any windows to make it look like I saw them
I rarely do this but I did it
>>36357978
I have something similar but I never considered it crazy. A lot of my memories/thoughts/concepts trigger another memory/thought of a very specific random moment in my life, most of the time nothing at all is even happening in these random moments, just me walking down a hall, standing in a park etc.