>tfw music is just noise now
>tfw video games aren't fun
>tfw nothing is interesting
>tfw cant look in the mirror without disappointment
>tfw need to fap but dont feel aroused at all by anything just disgust
when does the ride end
>>36350646
hi anon. it sounds like you're anhedonic, like me. wanna talk?
Never anon. You already know this.
>>36350672
sure
its only really got this bad in the past 2 weeks, i act the same but inside im entirely devoid of caring, i laugh at jokes but i dont find them funny at all and i dont like any of my family or friends anymore
>when does the ride end
When you pull the trigger
>>36350725
im a britbong so thats not even an option, fuunny thing is i dont feel depressed or sad, im just kind of existing
Stop seeing self indulgence and start seeking self improvement. When you look at yourself and your accomplishments you will be happy.
I've accomplished nothing and so i saved up for a ukelele. Been playing for a months be know a few notes. Been drawing a bit as well. I don't need to show anyone i just need to feel productive.
Sounds like you're growing up desu. Doing Literally nothing worth while like video games and movies will no longer sate you.
I can't imagine anyone living a life as just a consumer, just someone sucking off the work of others. Humanity wouldn't have gotten here if adults reached an age where you.just forcibly snap awake and feel the need to become productive.