Tfw have some type of undiagnosed mental state
>feel completely different to everyone else, can't relate to anyone, feelings of alienation, but not exactly loneliness, just a desire to fit in
>either extremely socially gifted or an utter awkward mess depending on the situation/ environment.
>don't feel as though I have a set identity. I feel as though I craft my personality based off of others, films, tv shows actors etc
>homeschooled for 5 years, adding to lack of socialization
>sometimes don't feel like 'myself', as if I'm not the person I know and recognise
>self centered, I don't care about other peoples feelings
I feel so fundamentally different to everyone, I don't even feel human in an odd figurative sense. Like I'm a bland, boring entity trying to find my place in the world. I copy the behaviours and mannerisms of others to fit in but I cant help but question whether they do it too
>>36342829
You have the homosexuality mental disorder. With regular beef injections in the ass you can live a normal life.
>don't feel as though I have a set identity. I feel as though I craft my personality based off of others, films, tv shows actors etc
Everybody does that to some extent. There is no "you" that exists independently of your genetics and conditioning.
>>36342829
It's called being a narcissistic faggot. You aren't special because of these BS problems.
Says here you're a attention seeking fag OP.
>>36342923
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OP, fuck off back to /b/
>>36342829
Sounds like you're something of a sociopath. I'm no shrink though.
>>36342829
>feel completely different to everyone else, can't relate to anyone, feelings of alienation, but not exactly loneliness, just a desire to fit in
>either extremely socially gifted or an utter awkward mess depending on the situation/ environment.
You're like me, and I'm diagnosed sperg
the alienation part is a really common term used to describe how spergs feel
you better seek help quick or you'll lose your chance to develop your autism super powers
>>36343837
I'm starting to think I really am one. It's like, there are lots of people that would say I never look or appear aspergic but I just have a strong internal feeling that I am very different from everyone else
I was a shy child, didnt like playing with other kids. Got picked on but learned to suck it up. I've had violent rape fantasies ever since I was younger. I could never grasp why sexual violence was wrong