>father has cancer
>don't even feel sad
>don't even feel anything
>can't look him in the eyes
what the fuck
It's his fault for getting cancer. You shouldn't feel anything for him. He's genetically inferior and should face serious repercussions for being imperfect.
>what the fuck did I just say?
>I just had a sudden spastic urge to write that
>I would say it's because I spend too much time on /pol/, but even /pol/ never says anything THAT bad.
I feel you mate ,my mom had a cancer too, i love her and everything but i wasnt too sad for her. probably cos i dont see dying as a bad thing
Tell him you love him and give him a hug before he dies
If you don't you are going to regret it I swear to you.
>>36333478
I don't think I've ever said "I love you" out loud
I'm not even trying to be an edgelord, it just feels so uncomfortable
our relationship has always been really strained and not good
>>36333327
the good side is that you'll probably develop cancer as well
>also, nice digits you got there, must be a sign
>>36333524
cancer is not necessarily hereditary
>>36333327
Im sorry anon i really am.
Even if its awkward as hell Tell him you love him.
Give him a Hug. Just let him know his son loves him.
>>36333396
>this post
Seek help.
>>36333327
>>36333514
tell him you can't look him in the eyes because it's too hard on you because in all honesty that's probably what's going on with you.
>same thing happened when my grandfather was dying and I realized it after he died, full of regret over that one still
>same thing happened again when my grandmother died
you should also probably tell him you love him even if he wasn't the greatest father or even a bad one. you'll regret it the rest of your life if you don't