I feel so lonely. But I'm so bitter too.
I can't trust anyone especially girls but I still want to feel warmth and affection.
I don't deserve to be happy.
>>36292783
Im gonna post some comfy pics
I hate that my comments have to be original
>tfw no apartment with gf
I would love to know where was this pic taken
This photo motivates me to do stuff
I don't know who this is but I feel like I'm in love with ger
Thanks for posting comfy stuff anon
Hey man I feel this 100%
Can you tell me more about yourself?
>>36293152
Thank you. How has your life been recently? I have been writing a lot in my diary lately
>>36293186
I think a lot of people here feel like this.
What would you want to know?
>>36293197
Aside from the crushing loneliness it's been alright I guess.
Why do you have a diary? Does it help with anything?
>>36293232
Where are you from
How old are you
Oree
>>36293232
O and what do u like to do
>>36293256
>>36293296
I'm 20. I'm a pretty boring person, I guess I like 4chan and weebshit. I also like learning trivia about various subjects. I don't have any real knowledge of anything though.
What about you?
>>36293232
Yes. I have two because I ran out of pages. I don't know if it help I just write to retain thoughts before I forget them. It's a very weird sensation when you read something you wrote 3 years ago. I used to be very optimistic about everything then
post is comfey
>>36293372
Do you write all your personal thoughts in there? Aren't you scared of somebody finding it?
It's a good idea though, maybe I could do this.
What kind of things do you write about? Like just random thoughts?
ill post some comfy aswell i suppose
>post what you're listening to right now
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekvTXEzlEns
tfw enjoy nothing at all
>>36293052
I think that's Manhatten
hold out a few more years and we'll get sexbots
>>36293461
But they won't be as warm and soft. And they won't have emotions.
>>36293448
>tfw enjoy nothing at all
Fuck
>>36293475
>implying the amount of cuddling wont keep her toasty warm
>>36293475
>But they won't be as warm and soft. And they won't have emotions.
think about the type of people that are building sexbots. they are geeky autists. they are also building it for themselves.
i feel the same
i've turned into such a negative person from being alone. i never respect my needs and i hate myself.
it feels so embarrassing to actually open up to other people because they realize how shitty you treat yourself. The last time I was real with someone they berated me for letting anxiety and depression control my life; said I'm the only one who can fix myself and they're right.
>>36293400
Yes, rarely related about my life. I usually will write about my feelings about life, especially about how happy I will be when I get my own apartment in the middle of the city with a gf.
Yes, I'm always paranoid that they will read it. If they ever find out I would probably be forced to take pills
>>36293358
I'm boring too lol
18 and all I do is listen to music and look at TV shows every now and then
>>36293559
sounds comfy anon, might start myself
pic related
>>36293372
What's the story behind that pic? fuggin street signs
>>36293601
also, if anyone wants the full folder, drop your email
102 files, a few gifs in there, 64mb
>>36293630
no idea anon, all my comfy stuff is from here, try reverse image searching
>>36292783
>>>36293372
>What's the story behind that
pic? fuggin street signs
I don't know. I also want to know how it ends.
>>36293448
Nice song anon. I'm really enjoying it. I'm listening to this, very old yet nostalgic song
https://youtu.be/hTWKbfoikeg
>>36293497
>>36293521
I really hope so. But I don't see those robots existing anywhere within the next two decades. And they'll be extremely expensive.
>>36293556
>tfw self-hatred and mistreatment becomes normal and habitual to you, and people get surprised at how low your self esteem is
>>36293559
I see, thanks anon that seems like a good thing to do, it might be cathartic in a sense.
Why don't you write it on the computer?
>>36293580
The worse thing is that I'm always kind of bored myself. I just don't enjoy stuff.
>>36293843
What kind of music are you into
Who r your favorite artists
Btw are you in school
>>36294064
Nothing really specific, I like chill stuff like Nujabes for example, what about you?
No I'm a neet
>>36294087
Currently : the smiths, joy division and the cure
Ever heard of sigur ros
I think u might like them
I'll link u a song of theirs in a sec
>>36294121
Oh yeah Sigur Ros is great, I like Varud a lot (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUysiCX-XZQ)
mum (with an accent on the u but no non-ascii text allowed) is also a pretty great artist
>>36294087
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmD-9_ZifB8
Their p comfy
>>36294152
Cool :)
I never listened to mum befor .
Any song you like a lot by them that I should here
>>36293809
>>tfw self-hatred and mistreatment becomes normal and habitual to you, and people get surprised at how low your self esteem is
yeah
it isn't normal to think of killing yourself when someone ignores you, or to sleep all day because you don't want to fuck anything up, but it is for me
>>36294156
Nice song, thanks.
>>36294186
Yes, I really liked https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pv-FAk3Z-kg
>>36294263
Yeah, I understand those feels.
Been trying to develop an "I don't care" mentality but it's not working very well.
I don't know how anyone is supposed to overcome strong self-loathing.
Sadly I write my diary in Spanish, my native language, but yesterday wrote something in my phone while traveling to copy it later so I might be able to google translate it. Old diary is left, right is the new one
>Error: Maximum file size allowed is 2 MB
1/5 my post is the most original post ever existing
>>36294566
Kek, the translation is horrible. Substitute the 'he' and 'I' for 'she'
I'm posting this image 3/5
4/5 This is almost the last pic I will have to post to stop being original
5/5 Last one. Fuck off capcha
>>36294729
i aint readin all that shit nigga u cray
>>36294729
Thanks for posting, I enjoyed it, it was comfy in a pretty sad way.
>>36293448
2000/1990 circa japan
There is a tercel parked.
>>36294414
Pues yo lo quiero leer en Espanhol.
Non-ASCII text is not allowed.
>>36294849
1/2 >image is too big so spit it in two
>>36295144
>Soy ateo vale?
Hasta ahi estamos bien. Gracias
2/2 Landscape is very easy and original
>>36293632
[email protected]
Just wondering
I don't want this thread to die
Oregin