I just want to disappear, I'm tired of having a presence.

>>36268250
fuck, i hate this feel
i always worry about people recognizing me anywhere, i hate attention of any kind
i just wish i never existed. i don't want to be cared about.

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I'm postin in ur thread
makin a mark
he he he
every post of this thread increases impact of each other post
he he he

>>36268250
>>36268326

I like my existence but same feels regarding vanishing. idiots who talk about their legacy and how it's so important make me chuckle slightly. I have this feeling and it is an emotional need, so who's going so not fulfilling it would be wrong

being invisible would be so nice and comfy

feel the same way. i dont want to be traced to anything and thats impossible, because of yeah you said it, but everything will still be out there no matter what you do. just like this post

I'm always angry all the time and I wish I was kidding, I got angry earlier because I had to repeat myself once and I nearly threw a punch. I've shunned all the people who wanted to be my friend because I used to come off as a sociable person but I was faking it to just be nice to people. I finally snapped a week ago and haven't tried to talk to anyone but family, and that's pretty much been obligatory and I honestly want less communication.

They're aware that I'm suicidal too, I've tried to pry reasons to live out of them and only my mother gave me one which was to live for her kids. Well one is pulling her hair out again because she's stressed and probably worried her brother is going to off himself and I don't care about anyones feelings.
I kind of wish I could feel love again though but I don't/can't.

Remember that you cant delete your history. You need to learn to live with it. Dont resent it, embrace it and in time you will relize it dosent matter at all.

Fuck, there are pictures of me as a kid somewhere. I don't want to think about it. Thanks for reminding me anon. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH