>look at other people talking
>their eyes are relaxed and they are smiling
>when i make eye contact with them hey seem uncomfortable and awkward
>no matter how hard I try to make them feel comfortable and act normie, they almost look at me with pity
>tfw im pretty sure i stare too hard or maybe just really ugly
>tfw I will never lead a normal life because of this
>>36254122
Yeah, I'm the same except people just seem to hate me for whatever reason.
We'll get people in here blaming us to infinity but I just can't do anything about it anymore. Perhaps this was the fate I was always meant to have in life.
>>36254122
>>36254179
just be yourself
it's not fucking hard
you're trying too much
>>36254122
anon the truth has been revealed to you...the ancient secrets have now been told
>>36254122
That's why I almost always wear a pair of aviator sunglasses in public
>>36254248
Maybe I'm trying too hard to be myself or maybe I have no real sense of self or identity from a lifetime of adapting to and mimicking the personality of whoever I'm interacting with for fear of being disliked
>>36254248
t. neurotypical normie
>>36254248
But being myself is why they don't like me in the first place. The world is not inherently just like you think it is, and that's just the way it is.
You've got the autism eyes OP. We all do...we all do.
Every time I see myself on video I cringe. I shudder to think that that's what other people see when they see me.
>>36254815
i swear this is what it is. people seem to be able to pick it up straight away with me, unless i'm with someone who has given me an introduction beforehand people immediately dislike me. i can go undercover as long as i dont' interact with anyone. as soon as i try and become part of the discussion it becomes obvious i'm massively autistic and have no idea how people function.