List reasons you WON'T kill yourself >because of how

>the desire to be old and tell the young people that they don't know anything about life

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>>36233476
>can't do this to my parents
>70s disco music
>having a crush
>anime and vydia

>>36233476
I want to deadlift 500.
then I'll consider suicide. maybe via bench press, just to make it proper

>>36233476
>my parents are still alive
>i am afraid of what happens or doesn't happen after death

that's it.

I'm enjoying life right now but a month ago I was getting suicidal thoughts every day.

I just felt really bad for my parents, specially my dad who is a huge pussy and would be devastated. Also imagining my funeral fills me with shame. I know I'll be dead and it wont matter but I don't wanna die a loser unless I'm so alone that there's no one to attend to my funeral.

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>want to see the end of the world
>don't want to go to hell

>>36233476
>i dont want mama cry

Because my mother is already on the edge of suicide and I don't want to punch her over the edge.
That's it.

>won't put my family through that
>won't put my friends through that
>religious beliefs

I don't feel as though I'm depressed, I have struggles just like everyone but overall I think I'm happy. For some reason death and suicide are on my mind though, I feel like dying fascinates me for some reason. Can anyone else relate?

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>>36233476
I went to go buy weed from the only dealer I know but saw cop cars outside. If he's arrested I have no dealer left, which means no weed which means no reason to live anymore. I'm goint to try calling in a few hours. If he doesn't pick up I kms.

>>36233476
My wife's son.
if you're asking why I'm suicidal despite being married.

We still haven't had sex yet, she promised we will have sex after marriage and now she just keeps making excuses. She gets disgusted when I kiss her and her son is 15 years old and already has a girlfriend.

It kills me inside he's going to lose his virginity before me.
But he looks up to me like I'm his real dad and it's the only reason I haven't ended myself yet.

>>36233476
I would've killed myself if I wasn't adverse to pain. Tempting to just drink myself into a stupor though, I go numb when I'm drunk.

>>36233727
Dude what? I don't believe you for the sole fact of you staying with a woman who is withholding sex from you while you try to help her son turn out better. She's just being selfish to me, sure it's not nice to force it on someone but it's not nice to just use someone either. I'd leave her and her spawn.

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>>36233727
>My wife's son.

oh my

>>36233476
>the feeling of a good long fap to fetish material

>>36233476
>"M-maybe.... I will be rich someday"

That's my moto. I code for the living btw

>>36233809
>tfw the awkward stuttering is the part of your motto

>books
>my gf
>my dog and my snake

>>36233795
Do you really think I'd be with her if I had options? this is only slightly better than being a single virgin. At least I have people to talk to.

>>36233892
>Do you really think I'd be with her if I had options? this is only slightly better than being a single virgin. At least I have people to talk to.
It's not the best for you though, what makes you think she won't trade up if given the chance, but her having a kid makes it hard. You're probably just getting used and you don't need to force that on yourself.

And was she always disgusted when you kissed her or was it after you gave her the ring? Alcohol can also change her mind about fucking you, LSD as well if that's your thing. But seriously don't stay with someone who is disgusted with you, it's not love it's abuse.

>>36233476
The basement.
Pls no mute.

>>36233476
>>the feeling of being sore after lifting
I wish I liked this feel