I don't even care about sex anymore man
I just want someone soft and nice to lay down with and hug and squeeze and hold tight and hold me tight back
but even this is asking too much
and there's no way to express this desire without coming off as a massive fuckign vagina
someone please empathize with me I am a very lonely autist and I've never been hugged
>>36188285
>I just want someone soft and nice to lay down with and hug and squeeze and hold tight and hold me tight back
Oh I know that feel.
Still would have to be somebody I could trust though.
>>36188945
thank you for replying to my thread
being in a relationship would be nice but I try to be realistic with what I could actually achieve to avoid serious disappointment
sounds like you need a body pillow my man it will solve every your desire
It's quite the opposite for me, honestly.
I used to want a cute girl to hug and spend time with, but now, after getting rejected twice during 3 weeks, I mostly care about sexual tension.
I want to be a pure romantic autist again
>>36188285
Nobody loves you, anon. Just live with the pain.
>>36189657
no no a bodypillow is missing the human element that makes it so nice
(this is just from how i'm imagining it btw)
the warmth
their breath and heartbeat
their smell
their ability to move and do nice subtle things like scratch your head or rub their thumb on your hand
the nice feeling that comes from knowing that someone actually unironically wants to be around you and feels safe and secure holding you
I hug my pillow every night but it's such a weak facsimile
>>36189714
Get a cat, Faggot.
>>36189748
I have a cat, she doesn't like me much and doesn't ever want to hang out
I'M IN DISTRESS
IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL TO BE THIS DEPRIVED OF PHYSICAL TOUCH
>>36190225
Just go out to school playground and start hugging fat kids. If they start to cry, run... I do this all the time when I'm lonely.
one day nigga
one fucking day
one fucking day im going to pay a nice chubby fat girl with huge tits to let me play with her bod. to suck on her boobs. to fuck her. to play with her belly. i don't give a fucking FUCK anymore I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE.