Why have not you started changing your life ? What is your

>>36174052
Depression and lack of self-esteem

My lack of giving enough of a fuck about myself.

I don't see the point. Yeah, it's edgy but all of this shit is meaningless, you know?

>>36174052
>What is your biggest obstacle?

Not even knowing what to change other than a vague "be happy."

I've tried the "make goals and achieve them" thing, but I don't have my heart in anything and when you're trying to achieve goals you don't care about you just feel even more dead inside.

>>36174095
This. Essentially, I want to give a fuck, but I am too nihilistic and depressed to actually care.

I'm afraid that I'll fail and have to accept that I'm no good, that I'll never get what I want no matter how hard I try.

>>36174052

You vastly overestimate how easy it is for lower males to better their lives in western society.

>>36174175
I did not say it was hard nor easy, I asked what your biggest obstacles are.