>tfw reached the point where I can only get off to futa,

>>36170542
Super Saiyan Big Beautiful Women?

How the fuck is this not original

Just stop for a while.
Or wean yourself off by using progressively more vanilla stuff.

>>36170800
but when I go out in public I see fat women and get a boner

That's fine, just try to get ther unrealistic stuff out of your brain and it'll fix itself.
You just might like big women. But drawn traps and futa just desensitizes you, just pull back toward the vanilla side or just stop completely for a while. You'll get better over time. Try real stuff over drawn stuff to stabilize your standards for getting your jollies.

what does the ss in front of bbw stand for oregano