>tfw the apathy is transforming into true loneliness
It physically hurts. I felt like there was a weight on my chest yesterday night and ended up hugging a fucking pillow.
This will continue for the rest of your life. Enjoy the ride.
Welcome to the party, pal
Oreganonono
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>>36160913
How do you deal with it?
I thought that shit only came when you were in your late twenties. I hope it doesn't get worse.
>>36160928
It just gets worse until you kill yourself. You can't really deal with it, just numb it with drugs and escapism.
>>36160928
>>36160960
I was going to post what this other guy said almost exactly; everyone has their methods.
>>36160928
I told myself to go out, start a teamsport and went to uni, kinda got better but since all my friends moved away it is hard to compensate. You can make a change but it's hard and takes over a year to resocialize so be patient and open hearted, and learn to enjoy small encounters with other people
>>36161013
>>36161020
I'm already frying my brain with anime but soon it won't be enough.
The problem isn't really social interaction in general, just affection and warmth.
>>36161077
A pet can also give you warmth, not exactly the same but it's still better than having nothing living around.
>>36161132
I'm scared of dogs and I've been told cats are assholes.
>>36161808
>cats are assholes.
Cats are like women, they "love" you as long as you give them food and attention.