When did you grow out of struggling to succeed and accepted yourself

>>36158751
>>36158751
right about now, i give up

Is it normal for your mom to deny that you're a failure? Sure I'm not dead or in jail, but I'm not happy.

>>36158751
I started out that way and never changed

>>36158795
Your mother sees you as a child full of potential, you are still a kid, there is time, you can do it, etc.
Even when you are 40 she will see you as a teenager who has his best years ahead of him.

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>>36158751

About four days ago

tfw satori.

This will be my only admission of my next level enlightened feels. The tao which can be expressed is not the true tao.

>>36158819
Why don't you just call it by the more recognizable term "zen"?

>>36158819
Pls stop smoking so much weed. It's not good for you

>>36158751
I'm currently giving life one last chance and if (read: when) that fails, I'm ready to pursue the acceptance again and maybe attempt suicide after that.

>>36158993
Just live a calm, lazy life of acceptance, it is the slowest suicide method, and sometimes provides splashes of happiness.
Laying down on a sunny afternoon with your cat on your chest purring, having a hit chocolate looking at the sunrise, seeing the slaves zombie their way to work, finding a new favorite song, eating a nice meal, Bannerlord coming out, there is much to live for.
Just stop trying to be "successful" and live the life of a 21th century urban hermit NEET bachelor and you will do fine.