>tfw so lazy I'm legitimately thinking of committing suicide so I don't have to do anything
Everything in life just seems so hard and I can't take it. I can't be bothered going to college learning some subject that I hate, I can't be bothered to look for jobs and then sell myself at the interview without spilling my spaghetti, l can't be bothered trying to impress any girl I meet to become my gf, i can't be bothered finding hobbies, friends, buying a house, having a family, learning to drive and buying a car and all the effort that goes into life
I just can't be fucked with it all so I feel like suicide is the only way out. Why was I even born? Fuck
That's exactly how I feel. I don't even have the motivation to play video games anymore
Start lifting. The extra testosterone will give you a drive like a real man is supposed to have.
>>36142608
exercise is a retarded meme going about this place
go to /fit/ with this shit, exercise helps kinda but no one who's suicidal is gonna be helped by going to a gym unless there's some intravenous ketamine there
>>36142593
I haven't played a game in years and it used to be all I did
I'm completely fucking dead with no drive, suicide will only make my death official
>>36142515
>>tfw so lazy I'm legitimately thinking of committing suicide so I don't have to do anything
No you're not you pussy faggot
>>36142608
Being fit is good, but lifting is unnatural. Our whole lifestyle is so unnatural.
Suicide's too big a deal. It's one of those decisive things you gotta really contemplate and then commit yourself too. I can't even commit myself to taking a shower. I don't want to contemplate anything beyond my next daydream. Why bother? Dying won't fix anything. Living won't fix anything. Watching some gay ass anime might fix things for about twenty minutes, so I'll stick with that.
>>36142692
Well I don't know what else to do
You don't know how far away those normie life things feel to me, they don't seem achievable in my mind at all and I really don't see myself having a job or life that's in any way normal
to you, a normie, those things probably seem easy and natural but to me it seems like I'd need to summon a herculean effort to achieve them
It really does seem easier to jump off a building instead, you're right in that I probably won't commit suicide but I'm strongly considering it
>>36142809
You're right but eternal nothingness seems freeing
>>36142515
Get a motorcycle and never be bored again.
>>36143178
Well watching initial d makes me want to get a car but i'd have to go through all the trouble that involves, the effort required outweighs my desire for a car. I don't even smoke weed and I'm this lazy
>>36142809
Damn. This feel....thus feelllll