for those pf you who fantasize constantly about suicide, how do you stave it off
>>36130322
Listen to music and just let it overwhelm me
Remember I am fighting for my waifu.
Sleep
Talk to people on r9k or steam
Are you ok, OP?
>>36130445
>Are you ok, OP?
no
I eat and smoke weed until I'm numb
also the music and shit posting thing, all fine advice
it's all a joke anyway
Usually I can push through it, I've been to some truly dreadful places and the stick works more for motivation than the carrot.
Tonight it's not working so well though. I need real help, but I don't know how to find it.
I'll only do it if my oneitis helps me.
That way I don't have to be scared of myself.
And her judgement already scares me to death.
She will come visit me in a year~