>tfw obsessed with scaring myself
Anyone else?
Not teen girl cutting themselves kind of thing, but I use a serrated knife and scar my body
I'm a virgin but I'm worried if a girl would freak out if I took my shirt off in front of her
>>36124201
I used to be, it was a form of an addiction even.
If i didnt cut myself for awhile, i would start thirsting for it, all of my thoughts were directed to " i need to cut myself, when is my mom going to bed"
As far as women go, ugh i dont know i have scars across my whole lower arm, chicks at college i talk to dont even notice. And the only woman that did notice was cutting herself too so i dont know. Some could take an issue with it but some might wanna talk to you bout it n thats bout it
>>36124201
>tfw no cutfag bf to gently kiss his scars and tell him that everything will be okay from now on
I cut from time to time. Been doing it for about 6 years, occasionally having like 6month breaks.
I made the mistake of messing up my left arm so I keep doing it on it, it looks quite hideous and any girl ever would probably puke at the sight of it.
I don't do it because I'm sad or anything, I just enjoy the feeling. It feels good man.
>>36124555
>the you come home and find him covered in blood again
>>36124739
and i help him clean up, followed by preparing a hot nice beverage and proceed to lay in bed while hugging him
You're right to be worried. You've ruined your body forever
>>36124925
too bad you're a boy
>>36125095
I would rather a bf with scars than a fatty/tubby Tbh
>>36124201
iktf but It only happens when I'm drinking
>>36124201
>>36124664
post pictures
I am intrigued
>>36126862
this took 15 stitches and 2 months in the hospital