anyone completely uninterested in sex? it's not sour grapes

>>36122604
I feel exactly the same way, anon. Sex has never really interested me, and I too have some sexual experience, which turned out to be meh. All I require in a relationship is that both of us care about the other, like cheering them up, if they had a bad day or knowing exactly what they want.

However, I'll never have that because it's so hard to find someone in the gay scene who doesn't think sex is super important. Maybe, one day...

me, OP

made me feel like the world was orchestrating another sitcom-esque joke on me when I had sex first few times (guys, then a year later with my now ex-gf).

It feels worse to me than jerking off. In fact, the few times it has been better than jerking off have been when I've done minimal foreplay for her highness, closed my eyes and imagined porn in my head while thrusting.

I like concepts. I get off on messed up porn, but I can legitimately masturbate to imagined lingerie-wearing women in my head. It's not a desensitised thing, I just find the whole act of sex anxiety-inducing. It terrifies me to be that close to another person, and it gives me little pleasure beyond what I'd get whilst masturbating without any fantasy.

BDSM-style stuff somewhat helps, but not enough. The person is still there, meaning anxiety to fulfill their expectations, and boredom at seeing my own fat flesh bump for half an hour over and over.

I don't even think I'm asexual. I just think I'm fucked up. Could be something to do with being on antidepressants since 17 though, I dunno.

It's nice, but really not worth all the effort that's needed to get it.

>>36123015
>>36122987
>>36122604
>>36123059
>having had sex
Fuck off from this board, normalfags.

>>36122604
Nah I love cumming deep inside a vagina

>>36123092
I've never had penetrative sex, only blowjobs and handjobs. I didn't really feel anything though, so I know now I was acting how society told me to act.

>>36123176
I don't remember asking, Norman.

>Schizoid
>Don't want friends
>Sometimes want sex when horny but then just fap
>Having sex seems like too much time investment anyway

>>36123176
>only
there are people here who have never even held a conversation with a female before

i just want a nice girl to cuddle on the couch and in bed with

i want lots of affection, but sex i can take or leave at this point