I just realized something... the best possible future I can fantasize for myself - beautiful wife, two daughters, $70k+ salary, etc. - still wouldn't make me happy. No matter how successful I get I won't be able to fill this void.
I think this is the catalyst I needed to get myself to go full Elliot mode. This is it boys. I'm finally free.
Consider following a religion. I suggest Buddhism.
>>36106818
>op shoots up temple instead
When you do the bang bang can u kill me too
I have also realiZEd that I will never be satisfied by any future
>>36106818
Don't listen OP. Religion feasts on the weak, and your desperate state will let the vultures pour more bullshit into your head. Just get a hobby, keep jerking off, etc. and you won't need the toastie or the kids.
>>36106769
Same. No amount of money would buy back the only things I cared about.
It's over, anon.
>>36106769
Killing people just to fill your void is not very Elliotish.
Anyone knows about the Junan Chen vs. Capri Apartments court case?