I couldn't fight gender dysphoria. I'm taking female

nope and your tits will give you away in 1.5-2 years!

send selfie cutie

>>36101792
How can I transition without a single person seeing me or knowing about me then? The thought of people looking at me like I'm a freak or associating me with trans people or being uncomfortable by me is unbearable

>>36101817
idk i felt the same way, butjust said fuck it and accepted whatever desu.
idk this is from a passer tho

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>>36101604
>falling more the tranny meme
HAAHHAAAAHAAAAHAAAAAHAAAAAHAAA
Fucking kill yourself

>>36101877
I'm never going to pass, I can't just say fuck it, I'm not capable of putting aside the collective feelings of everyone but myself in order to make myself happy.

>>36101965
I've felt this way since I was three, way before I had ever heard of the concept of being trans or transitioning or anything like that, fuck off pence.

>>36101994
if your under 20 you shouldbe okay based on what i've seen

>>36101817
just be a femboy. hormones will make your skin soft and cute and your body hair will start going away. Your face will give off a cute youthful feminine glow. Just think about it like you're a 14 year old scene boy.

>>36101994
So, you are just taking hormones that have permanent effects on the off chance that your depression will go away?

>>36101604
wtf even is gender dysphoria
like do you get anxiety from looking in a mirror?

>>36102019
OR look like an ayy lmao

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You have a sexual fetish you faggot, stop destroying your body.

Go jack-off and then tell us about your 'gender dysphoria', it will be gone until you get horny again.

>>36101604
>Will the hormones make the dysphoria go away so I can live a normal life?
No. The dysphoria will never go away.

I can say that hormones helped me a lot with it personally, though.

>>36102014
>>36102019
I'm 24 and 6'1, I won't pass, I won't even be a femboy.

>>36102037
Yes. Repressing, manning up, religion and all that other stupid shit didn't work, this is the only thing left to try. I'm hoping that maybe I won't feel like I'm trapped in a flesh prison anymore.

>>36102062
I can't even recognize myself in a mirror, if I look at a mirror I have to stop and my eyes widen and the realization that I'm looking at me is jarring, every single fucking time. Anytime someone says 'he' when referring to me I have to stop and think about it because it's so unnatural to hear, even though I've heard it my entire fucking life. I have this obsession with my sex that I can't escape no matter what I do or try or think, my body feels wrong and unnatural always. My skin, bones, everything feels wrong, I don't know how else to explain it, and when I think of myself as a girl it feels normal and natural. I look at myself and think I wish I was shorter, I wish my hips were wider, I wish I had female parts instead of male parts, but there's no reason for it, there's no why whatsoever.It's purely a physical thing and nothing to do with masculine or feminine behavior, it has nothing to do with logic or reason, it's about my body and how people treat me. I know it sounds like it's crazy mental illness but honestly that's what I think it is myself, I don't know how else to describe it. My brain is defective completely

>>36102090
it was usually the opposite for me actually
being super horny helped blind me to other things and feel more comfortable with masculinity. post-fap sadness is when the dysphoria would come back.

>>36102090
Jacking off makes it feel worse, it's not a fetish, it has nothing to do with sex. I've had these feelings for years before I ever thought about sex.

>>36102140
Please don't do this anon, you'll be a man with breast tissue and a micro penis, you'll develop testicle atrophy from the test blockers if you use them for years and you'll need 'em cut off due to health issues of having dead nuts in your sack.

>>36102127
post pics so I can call you ugly while anons jerk off over how you totally pass definitely 100% not lying to make you feel better like cunts they are

>>36102148
t. mentally ill faggot.

kys

>>36102204
I don't even have girl's clothes anymore, I stopped crossdressing when I was like 19

>>36101604

It will never go away, no matter how much you mutilate your body, you'll always realize you're not a real female. Sorry pal.

>>36102219
excuses, post pics you dumb tranny scum

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>>36102197
Anon. You can trust that I've thought about this more than you ever possibly could. For you, this just looks like a scary delusion. You can think about it and move on. This is my life. I can't ever get away from it. I know how serious the ramifications of HRT are, but I'm not willing to accept the alternative, not trying. There is no cure for this shit. Anti-psychotics, depression medication. They don't work. Transitioning is the only treatment and the only real option I have. You would not be able to understand.

>>36102276
You can tell me to kill myself without knowing what I look like just fine

>>36102285
You should clarify that you're not me (op) next time you post

>>36102308
Post body pic? Let's see if you have a hon-tier body.

>>36102308
No, I need to see your pudgy body

>>36102127
where you molested as a child or exposed to obscure pornography at a young age?

>>36102317
>>36102323
>tfw anons telling me to post my body is the closest I've ever felt to anyone treating me like a girl
I want off this ride

>>36102329
No and no, you'll have to find some other broscience theory about what I'm a tranny fuckup

>>36102387
TITS OR GTFO ANON
POST THEM RIGHT NOW

>>36102387
*about why I'm a tranny fuckup

I can't even post correctly

>>36102387
y-you going to do it femanon?

>>36102398
>>36102409
I don't pass, I look like a guy. What would be the point?

>>36102478
POST THE FUCKING PICS
I SWEAR THE FUCKING CHRIST
GRAB YOUR CAMERA
TAKE A FUCKING PICTURE NAKED
AND P O S T IT
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>36102478
Curious tbqh,

Do you have a hon-tier body like Carmen Kasper?

Shame he chopped off his benis.

>>36102387
do you have a big sister?

>>36102478
Attention, the same reason all the other dumb roasties post pics online.

>>36102492
No dammit

>>36102507
I don't think it's that bad. There's a noticable dip in my waist compared to my hips but my shoulders are broad as fuck and that kills it, not to mention I'm not feminine acting at all

>>36102533
No

>>36102537
No attention is better than being shit on by everyone

>>36102605
I swear to god you tranny fuck, I have seen the worst of fucks pretending they were feminine, you are nothing compared to them but I wish to see it, I have an addiction to seeing all men who want to be women. Now fucking give me the pictures, GIVE ME THE CHOCOLATE HISAO

>>36102631
>I have an addiction to seeing all men who want to be women
Why? Explain this to me and I'll think about it

>tfw gender dysphoria makes me want to be a girl but I also want to be a father and have my own kids
fuck me I want a quick death now

Why not just take test and lift if you feel like a woman?

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>>36101817
I don't get this.

No HRT:
>Wake up everymorning hating yourself because dude.

HRT:
>Wake up everymorning ashamed of yourself because HRT.

Come on.

>>36102670
Not him.
For me it's the "They're at least trying doing something I'm worse than some freaks that are taking drugs to get more and more delusional". Like flagellation, but psicological. I love it.

>>36102670
It started with shitposting at traps and shit online, then I was a horny fuck so I decided to order them to do things, and every time they would bail when they came or refuse to give pictures. Now I am a stubborn cunt, this is annoying to me, I like my degeneracy to end wrapped up in a neat little bow with the cunt sending me a picture of themselves. But they ruined that time and time again for me. So anything I contacted one I would demand pics first of all, and that scared off a lot of them, but the ones that gave pics were almost always fucking abominations, in no way feminine. Most recently there was a fat as all fucking hell guy with a jew fro. And they always use fucking emotes all the god damn time. The disgust I felt whenever I got sent pics by these abominations gave the the most guttural feeling of disgust I ever felt, nothing compares. I am addicted to this true and utter revulsion, I need this anon. Also I'm still a degenerate so if you look not god awful I'll end up jerking off.

>>36102714
I tried, they wouldn't give me test because my natural test was too high to qualify. Lifting made it infinitely worse, not at first but once I started seeing results it just made my body feel more distorted in the wrong direction.

>>36102723
I don't hate myself for being a guy whatsoever, there's nothing wrong with being a guy. I would rather be ashamed of myself every day then live with the fucking nightmare agony that is constant, 24/7 unescapable obsessive dysphoria. My body feels physically wrong, I'm sickened by it constantly, I feel like I'm deformed.

>>36102723
No HRT:
>Wake up every morning hating yourself because you're not a girl

HRT:
>Wake up every morning knowing you've accepted it and you'll never have a normal life or have kids of your own. You've lost all societal value and you just exist as a fetish for fat dudes

ftfy

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>>36101604
>worst gem

>>36101604
Been doing the same thing as you're planning on to. It's been about a year for me. Some aspects of life have gotten better, but mostly I've just lost hope.

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>>36102767

Well then, Are you sure you're not just replacing the object of your desire, with the "subject"?

The kind of stuff yurifags experience.
The "It's so good and I'll never experience it" disillusion.
I've tons of cats images

>>36103152
I've had a girlfriend before and had sex, it made the dsyphoria more unbearable than anything else. Actually being up close to a girl, naked, with my skin against hers just highlights the contrast between us, it's pure fucking agony.

>>36103198
The pictures anon.

>>36101604
You're actually in the same situation as me wow. I was gonna get on hormones this month because holy shit do I want to die. I'm 23 and doubt I will pass so I will probably be boymode forever regardless of what I want to do.

>>36101604
Good luck though I seriously hope you feel better.

>>36103198
And this right here is why I'm never ever having sex.

>>36103152
and adding further, no I don't want that, I don't care about being a pure anime lesbian who rubs my vagina on other vagina. I don't care about the "so good" things about being a girl. I would rather be strong than be weak, I would rather be self-reliant than social. That's part of why I repressed my feelings for so long, I want to just be a normal person but I can't escape dysphoria

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>>36101604
>be male
>feel female
>take female hormones to make internal gender even more incongruent from male sex and looks
>expect dysphoria to go away
You should have thought this through logically instead of falling for the feminization Jew. You should have taken male hormones to actually correct your dysphoria. But no, that wouldn't be politically (((correct))).

>>36103359
I don't feel female, I don't even know what it means to feel male or female

>>36103406
>taking the bait of uninformed adviceposters
Anon pls no

>>36103359
That's how you end up really killing yourself when you see yourself getting more masc

>>36103406
An insidious thing I've read in the context of supposedly transgender prepubescents is the worry on the part of the practitioner that if puberty blockers are not administered, puberty may cause the child to grow out of their gender dysphoria. They actually view the potential resolution of the gender crisis, by settling on cisgender male during puberty, as something bad that must be avoided!

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Man trannies all gotta jump into a fire.

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>>36103198
So it's that. The "X is this way but I'm Y so it hurts". That's why touching a girl feels like acid. She has what you can't have.

Not that you probably care about my opinion, but Here's why I believe this whole thing to be a bad idea:

>A person is more than it's outside. Memories and experiences makes what we call a person. A Boy is a boy because of its memories and experience, and the same thing goes with being a female. Your quest into feminility isn't going to get satisfied only with your the exterior. Something will always be missing. Something will always be ahead of you, you unlucky fuck. I don't believe that choice to be immoral, and I'm not trying to make you change idea. I just believe that falling from one taste of despair to the other is just not worth it. It will never happen.


Well, I suppose it's just a matter of Accepting the universe as an unfair impossible to deal with force or try and fight against it, I suppose.

I Dig the first option, even if I understand the second one sometimes makes for good results.


/Catposter out/

>>36103734
I don't have a quest to feel feminine. I have a quest to not feel at complete odds with my own physical form. My quest is purely to remove dysphoria. I would rather take an anti dysphoria pill than transition but it doesn't exist.

I just want to fucking feel normal, I don't want to think or care about my gender at all.

You're just bouncing from theory to theory trying to connect the dots to fit my experience into an easy explanation.

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>>36101604
>Gender dysphoria
>Not loading up on pimozide

You fucked up and fell for a meme. Gender dysphoia is a treatable mental illness.

>>36102127
>>36102140
>>36102148
so is it really possible this isn't just an intrusive thought that has bothered me my whole life?
>tfw don't know where the memes and and the mental illness begins

>>36103825
Not what I would call treatable. You can take anti psychotics and become a husk of person and it might cure.

>>36103876
>so is it really possible this isn't just an intrusive thought that has bothered me my whole life?
One intrusive thought isn't going to fuck with you for your whole life and cause dysphoria. Don't listens to anons here none of them know what they are talking about. If you want help she a doctor please.

>>36103968
I should explain.
It's not one intrusive thought. It's one type of intrusive thought that I've been having for two decades that I always handwaved as meaningless anxiety.
I've been a shut in since I dropped out of college 5 years ago. I have OCD; I have lots of intrusive thoughts, every day.
I know this is a meme, but I don't know if I'm feeling the same shit as all the memers.

>>36101604
if you're going to just give up like that, at least have the decency to kill yourself, rather than existing as a sad parody.

>>36101604
>far into hormones
>still dress normally, skinny jeans and a shirt
>never ever makeup or style hair
>still get clocked as female 90% of the time
>even after all that, still too scared to try going full-female

the dysphoria ride never ends im afraid

>>36104169
post face and let me love you

>>36104040
Can you maybe try to see a doctor? No one here knows exactly what may or may not be wrong with you. I'm trans but I can't even tell you exactly what you are especially if you don't actually want to be a woman. Personally from an early age I always had a constant thought of "why am I not a girl" or something along the lines of that. Over time it got worse and became all I could think about so I transitioned.

>>36104241
Interesting, well I spend a lot of time on here and I'm not sure the trap threads on unrelated.
At this point I'm probably just going to keep repressing it until I eventually die or an hero, coming on here is probably bad for me and tilting me towards the second one.

>>36104297
I'm really really sorry to hear that. I wish I could help you. If you really think you're trans just take the hormones it's better than dying. I still would rather you see a doctor though. I will say /r9k/ and 4chan is probably bad for your mental health though.

Honestly, for any trannies reading this that don't pass FLAWLESSLY and have irl orbiters, the only feasible way to make dysphoria go away is to train your voice and just trick people into believing you're female online. It works wonders, and you can be any age and any amount of masculinity to get a proper female voice, it just takes a lot of training. It feels so immensely good to talk regularly in voip on things like csgo and see people type or say "girl??"

>>36104330
I am going to try at least once with a doctor. It would kill my parents, and I don't really have other friends so I don't entirely know what I'd hope to accomplish. I can't act on any of this shit.

>>36104190
naw im good ni:b::b:a

>>36104469
Set yourself on fire and let me hate you

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>>36104485
u can have this instead, traded a proof tummy pic for some mad nerd money

>>36104575
>trannys make money just showing tummy
reeeee

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>>36104620
(S)he has a cute tum, lad.

>>36104641
that doesn't make me less upset

>>36101817
>The thought of people looking at me like I'm a freak or associating me with trans people or being uncomfortable by me is unbearable
Even if you managed to stay hidden until you fully transitioned some people will still be able to recognize you are biologically male, not to mention you'll need a fortune to reach such state.

Honestly? You'll probably kill yourself either way so there's no point in me saying that to you.

Where do I find a qt girl(boy) to be by gf(bf)?

>>36104712
MMOs

oreagno

>>36104729
>pay monthly just to maybe meet cute girl(boy)s
shieeet

>>36101604
It's all in your head, transitioning will change nothing and you'll still feel sad and suicidal, the best thing is to cope with it and check a psychiatrist not your endocrinologist or surgeon and you'll hopefuly find a cure to this deviation.
Good luck.

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