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>>36067057
>Young varg looks like a pretty girl
So much for the nordcuckism

>>36067093
this is not our point. pic is not related.

>>36067057
I relapsed, but also have been coming to the deep cold realization I've wasted my life and have extremely difficult obstacles to overcome if I'm going to make it, my 24 birthday is next month, contemplating all kinds of things.

I need to be better, I'm tired of being a chode. I'm tired of playing with religion and philosphy and not reading the books or learning anything life lasting or useful. I'm so sick and tired of being absolute scum looked down on by all.

I want to believe I can be normal and happy with who I am even if it's a distant unrealistic fantasy. I'm so low yet mad as hell. I have nothing but a shit job and a room at my mom's house and all the confusion that goes along with it. I really want a gf, to be able to impress a girl as a man, is that so fucking much to ask? To like myself?

I have no direction, I have religious dogmas and tidbits of ideas pressing on me and addictions. I NEED PROGRESS OR I'LL KILL MYSELF!!

>>36067057
Multiple daily masturbation and extreme fetishist porn for robots.

>>36067093
You should have said that in the first place.

>>36067257
I meant for this>>36067124

>>36067165
I feel you, rob. Pick a direction and walk. Don't hesitate to do anything you want
JUST DO IT

Day 88. The only way I made it was to get to day 20 by distracting myself and then I never relapsed because I knew I would feel such great shame when I caved in. Like I would feel like the biggest most worthless piece of shit in the world.

>>36067165
I'll give you the redpill right fucking now. You tired of being a chode, a doormat, a FUCKING BETA? Sick of people looking down on you? Tired of being surrounded by idiots all the fucking time?
Reading philosophy won't help you out and the ''''''''self help gurus''''''''' are only there to extract every last shekel out of your weak beta ass. No, you see, the solution to this delicate problem of yours could be solved through, yes, KILLING EVERY SINGLE LAST MOTHERFUCKER PIECE OF SHIT YOU SEE ON THE GODDAMN FUCKING STREET WHEN YOU GO OUT WITH A FULLY LOADED AUTOMATIC RIFLE THAT SHOOTS HIGH FUCKING VELOCITY ROUNDS THROUGH THE COCKSUCKIN STRATOSPHERE LIKE A GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING SPACE SHIPS LEAVING EARTH BEHIND AND VENTURING INTO OUTER SPACE FOREVER


On the other hand you can also try killing yourself.