does anyone else get post-fap depression? >get horny >open

Rush -> Crash

every drug

>>36062439
No, I'm not catholic.

>>36062439
As long as you don't hurt anyone you're alright. Get over the guilt.

>>36062439
>masturbating out of habit like always
>cum
>remember all of the girls that liked me and i had a chance with
>realize i could have a cool sexual relationship with any of them and have good warm sex instead of jacking off

Its okay because Im on a trip in Thailand and Im not jerking off until I get laid here.

>>36062439
>nut
>start thinking about ex
Every fucking time

>gross stupid things

I masturbated to the most normal porn there is, sometimes even just to pictures of naked women, but still got it.

>masturbate
>feel disgusted because i'm wasting my life and have wasted it
>never want to masturbate again

It worked. I am now able to go a month without masturbating and I don't even look or think about sex.

fap to cuck porn
now i wish i was a woman ;-;

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>>36062439
>tfw you get this but MID fap and even immediately preceding each fap
I wish I was normal nofap doesn't help

>tfw only things that get me off are
>giantess
>bbws (up to dangerous levels)
>gentle femdom with bigger girls
>futanari
>fat trap butts
>forced fem
>any of the above combined with pee

just put a bullet in me. it's impossible to masturbate without shame. I can barely even get off to 3D

I legit wanna cry after fap

>>36063613
My sides have been obliterated like the civilization of that planet

Who the fuck faps to this shit, I dont understand giantess fags, what do they get out of this, do they secretly wish to genocide all of humanity and thats why these pics go full retard with girls feets wiping out continents?

The only giantess I can tolerate is like tall as a tree but nothing more, this is just absurd though.

>>36062439
I never used to get this but then I started reading about no fap and now I feel like shit every time I fap. This just leads me to believe that it really is all in your head. Guys who view masturbation as normal and not a problem won't have issues but if you view it as something wrong you will only hate yourself afterwards.

>>36064413
it's like femdom except bigger

it's hot dude

>tfw no giant gf to genocide the normalfags

>>36062439
Quite the opposite, I sort have like a 5 second clarity of when i'm cumming though where i want to die / see everything about my life in a true light.

After that though I just feel like the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders for like 6 hours. Don't care about girls / friendships / literally anything for quite some time and it's rather peaceful.

>>36064413
Giantess is just power dynamics cranked up to a silly level. I dunno. I like it. I've always been interested in huge things, even when I was a little kid. I remember being elementary school age and getting a weird pre-pubescent boner whenever a girl would grow in a cartoon or something.

I don't know what causes it. Probably autism.

It just makes me think about how alone I am.

>open up a bunch of images of girls I was to beta to ask out but still low-key flirted with
>find look-alikes and put on another monitor
>maybe some hentai manga on the third incase I Want something different
>fap for usually about an hour and a half cumming 5 times on average
>after the final I realize how fucked up I am
>cry, drink a bottle of wine, take some opiate painkillers and pass out
>wake up and try to refrain from doing that again
>32 hours later
>gotta scratch that itch
>repeat

>fap
>feel disgusted and ashamed of what I fapped to
>regret
>can't quit

I know the feel.

>>36062439
Yes, I get a wave of nihilism after cumming.
>cum
>instantly think about wether fapping was really worth it

>>36064565
Weird, cause I understand the love of large scale things, I'm obsessed with knowing what the largest planet, star, galaxy, blackhole etc we've found is, megastructures, dyson spheres and ringworlds make my dick wet and I love the idea of just being lost in a massive complex and exploring shit and feeling small thinking about how our sun could swallow our world and theres a star out there in space that can swallow a million of our suns.

But that love of scale doesnt apply to humans where I really dislike the idea of giants and giantess and why watching Attack on Titan really unnerves me for some reason. Only way I can tolerate it is when its presented lewdly like in Valkirye Drive or some really well done giantess porn I'll browse on /d/ when bored.

>>36064491
I get that but as a femdomfag myself the appeal is in the contact with the femdom, even if its just her tongue rubbing all over your body lewdly. But in larger, absurd scale giantess thats just girls crushing cities with their feet or wiping out an entire planet like that pic I just cant see any sexual appeal desu, youre so far removed from the person at that point that its just an absurd scenario and another example of our unlimited creativity, sometimes I save pics like that just because I found the art creative but cant fap to it or understand why anyone faps to it.

thats cus its the devil possessing you

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>>36064695
it's hard to explain it

it's just like

the girl is so powerful and overwhelming that you can't do anything, nobody can do anything, the slightest little movement is catastrophic

it's hot for someone to have that much power and be so physically imposing that you can't even comprehend it. the sensory overload would be insane. being that insignificant compared to something so massive is wild. plus there's something appealing about a giant girl, girls are supposed to be small and cute that's how society says it works, but when you make a cute girl big it's like, fresh. it's cool. it subverts what you expect. it wouldn't be hot if it was a giant robot or something.

idk I'm rambling like a mad cunt, it's basically self esteem/inferiority complex manifesting itself in a fucked up way. I don't really go for the continent/planet sized crap but I see the appeal for sure.

>>36064805
>it's hot for someone to have that much power and be so physically imposing that you can't even comprehend it. the sensory overload would be insane. being that insignificant compared to something so massive is wild.

Damn, thats how I feel when thinking about massive objects and scale, but again not giantess females just cosmic and artificial, like I think about wandering every single level in the Death Star, how fucking crazy would that be, its the size of a small moon but has a full interior and not just surface to explore, the sensory overload of that, and being lost inside that, I feel like its a similar kinda feeling but in a different context.

>something appealing about a giant girl, girls are supposed to be small and cute that's how society says it works, but when you make a cute girl big it's like, fresh. it's cool. it subverts what you expect.

I can understand that, its why cute girls with guns is so popular in anime, like GuP and Strike Witches, subverting expectations and the combination of cute girl + deadly weapon

Thanks for replying anon I got some new insight now into the fetish that I wasnt ever able to get from /d/, I still only partially like it and isn't even a part of the first 100 fetishes I like most but to each his own.

How exactly would you have sex with a giantess? If she tries to give you a handy, her thumb and index would crush your penis, if she tries giving you a blowjob, at best she just can't or at worse she rips it off when she makes a yanking motion and you can't even have missionary sex, you fall in her folds and die of asphyxiation

>>36064923
Point isnt sex but her to like overwhelm you like taking you into her mouth or stuffing ypu into her pussy, you cant fight back either, thats kinda hot desu

>>36064941
If I was into giantesses I would prefer to be kind and nurturing, not dominant

>>36065314
*I would prefer the girl to be kind and nurturing*

>>36065314
it can be both

like obviously I don't want to be a red smudge on her foot or eaten or something, it's just the idea