I'm drunk enough to be honest
Do regular people know/think about other people's feelings easily? I've fucked up so many friendships in one misjudged moment. It hurts so bad, especially because I can't just talk with the person about our feelings. It seems like some kind of social taboo.
I've fucked up my life so badly. It's unbelievable. I have excuses on excuses. I don't even know that I'm lying to myself (and everyone) unless I'm intoxicated. I live a life where I constantly distract myself so I don't have to think about things. I secretly feel like I'm mentally fucked up so I have a reason to fail at everything. I don't even know why I'm typing this. Maybe I just needed to tell someone.
Holy fuck our world is so fucked up.
please respond
and fuck originality
>>36058388
I think most people here are the same anon
I've been in and out of so many different friends groups and I've fucked it up each time
I think some people are destined to be alone
>always used the "I didn't try" excuse
>it's true, I've never tried
>don't know if I even could try if I wanted to now
I was afraid my potential was lower than I expected, now I know it's way lower
>>36058584
thanks mang, it's nice to hear, even though it means others are hurting, too
everything feels so superficial, but it's probably my lens of superficiality