How do you cope with knowing that you will never EVER be loved

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>>36056187
I wouldn't call the self destructive circle jerk of feels known as /r9k/ as "coping", but I get bye.

Bummp for other anons that are miserable

I try and keep myself busy with hobbies.

Yeah, it's not the life I want. But it's something.

I also do a bunch of psychedelics.

>>36056187
I do various drugs and make music, which eat up most of my time. Never had a gf but I don't mind it much anymore.

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>>36056187
I don't cope. I'm a depressed suicidal loser because I can't. Even though I know love is a lie and it's only chemicals compelling us to breed, the lie was told to me for so long I can't help but want it to be true and exist for me to obtain.

But it doesn't, and I won't. So I'll just stay here smoking weed and thinking about all the ways I fucked up any shot at happiness and love that I had.

Feels bad man.

>>36056187
The hope that I will.

>>36056187
With apathy. It helps.

>>36056187
I've never been either, why would it matter now. Self-confidence is supposed to be about liking yourself and that seems reasonable enough of a goal.

>>36056330
Wow anon way to be a downer

Cheer up, you're bringing the rest of us down

Nobody is treated like "everybody else". Everyone feels this way, but are able to cope with it because they aren't autistic and have social skills. Seek help.

It's hard. My life is a rollercoaster of wanting to die and being scared of dying. Some days I have hope but most are full of despair. The pic >>36056330 posted pretty much sums me up, except I am supposedly 5/10 and I have a few autistic friends. With every round it is getting harder to keep myself afloat, knowing no one will want me and love me but my family. It's pretty much because of my family that I keep going.

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>>36056330
Thats not good enough youre going to end up killing yourself
>>36056393
Temporary distractions arent enough for me, but are they enough for you?
>>36056457
Have you ever tried meth?
>>36056500
Iktf anon. Our lives are cursed
>>36056701
Hope will turn into desperation and youll be even more miserable. Youre only getting older anon
>>36056857
What does self confidence even do? Youre still a weird creep and that will never change. Youre a loser now, youll only be perceived as a foolish loser then
>>36057131
Easy to say that when youre in the picture. You dont understand nor am i going to bother explaining why youre wrong

Well after 10 months of my roommates ignoring what I've said about having guests over I quit my job and walked out on them. Now I'm back home and thinking of drinking antifreeze. I am considering going to the auto store tomorrow and buying some. I saw it in the window as I went past earlier today and I felt a small tinge of relief. The only other thing that gives me happiness (probably just pseudo) is the idea of killing other people. But I'd rather just off myself.

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>>36056187

>How do you cope

I don't
I just fall apart a little more with each empty day

>>36057442
To hell with the fact that I'm getting older.
I'm not gonna turn into a conformed domo arigato mr roboto like everyone else here, I'll fight while I'm still young.

>>36056187
Get a dog op

It may not be love, but they are always happy to see you

>>36056187
Slowly drinking myself to death every day

sometimes i feel as if im not actualy living my life but watching it like it was a movie. as if im experiencing my self and my reality vicariously and subjectively. other times i feel like im less of a human than others. never felt any drive to do anything meaningful so i'll never actualy accomplish anything in my life. feelsbadman

>>36058398
fight it. we are too far gone. get out while you still can anon!

>>36056187
i appreciate the little things. like a nice sip of mtn dew or being able to sleep but i can't right now because i have a cold or music.

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>>36056330
so that's how natural selection works.

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>>36056187
by making plans for my suicide

My parents love me, and that's all that matter. I am content with only that.

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Same way tumblr feminists cope with never EVER having healthcare again.

>>36056187

i don't. I'm another psychotic break away from killing myself. It never gets better,no matter how much I try to improve. So Ill just work and go on until I'm bored with it