I feel there is no point in life.... i just don't want to remember all my failures in life... i push everybody who is friendly to me
>>36032535
hey anon i like you a lot you seem like a cool guy
don't give up, you are a good person. stay in the present, not the past. that stuff doesn't matter anymore.
>>36032608
thanks for the words i guess... i feel i am a bad person, like everything is is just my fault... the people i care mostly because i am afraid of people hurting me.
>>36032712
i feel like that a lot too. like i'm just a burden. i'm always scared of people hating me or hurting me as well, it makes it difficult to make friends or talk to people because i'm always worried about what they think about me.
>>36032964
how do you even talk with people
all I manage is hi how are you and then its over
>>36032993
well everyone's different.
it's really hard for me to talk to people too, but i do better one on one rather than in a group.
maybe you're the opposite. that's okay
either way i get really nervous and anxious and think about what i say too much, so it's definitely not easy. i haven't really had friends to talk to in a while though.. i'm probably even worse by now
>>36032535
for us, just repress the sad feels and go about our days as normal as we can until the inevitable day we die alone by our own hands
>>36033518
This...
>>36033104
In my case i consider people to be shallow, but when i see someone genuinely cares for me... i do want to give it a chance but the painful thought of what if this person hurt me... its too much too bear, if that works in a way