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>music no longer sounds good
>books no longer spur imagination
>video games no longer fun
>TV shows no longer interesting
>movies no longer intriguing
>unable to maintain an erection, so no masturbation
>no friends, and it takes too much energy to talk to people (everyone is boring anyways)
>college is tedious, I hate it and have no motivation to do well
>exercise doesn't feel good anymore, and I cannot get motivated no matter how hard I try
>everything in nature has lost its beauty
>women are no longer fun to look at
>tired all the time, all I want to do is sleep
>food still tastes good, but I am terrified of getting fat so I can't enjoy it
>absolutely no hint of a good feeling in anything
Fuck this, I don't know what to do. Is this what depression feels like robots?
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Sounds like maybe suicide might help a little?
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Yes
I don't know what to do either
I feel like I need some kind of magical brain reset
Get my head back where it belongs
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>>36009783
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anhedonia
It's generally a part of it anyway.
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>>36009783
Yeah it's depression. I've been thinking about going on meds but I hear it's really hit or miss and I don't want to crash when I get off em
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>>36009816
It would, but I am afraid to die. I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself though so I keep hoping that I get cancer/become involved in a horrific accident, that way I won't have to die by my own hand
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>>36009838
I wish that this existed. I have been depressed for so long that I don't remember how it feels to be my old self. I'm used to this state of mind. If I could go back to how things were "before" (if there is a before) i am sure that i would be shocked
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Listen to this and tell me what you think.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIJzTWk6bSw
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>>36009783
been like this for me for years desu, you'll get used to it
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>>36009853
A cycle of meds wearing on and off certainly stimulates emotion. Any drug for that matter.
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>>36010037
He has a nice voice. Didn't really get anything from it though
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>>36009783
life is meaningless anyways desu
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>>36009783
meditation is the only escape
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>>36009783
That is pretty much clinical depression. I used to be like that , went to a psychiatrist and they gave me prozak , I gotta say life is much sweeter now , no bullshit - my sex drive is actually in balance and doesn't drive me up the fucking walls , I'm happy and much more relaxed. I have normal "ups and downs" just like everyone else now , things are balanced.
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>>36009955
>>36009838
Try DMT
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>>36010421
oh forgot to mention I have been on the med for about 5 years now.
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>>36010421
OP said no sex drive, not extreme sex drive. There's a massive difference, and the former is much harder to treat. Anhedonia is a real bitch, and misunderstandings of it make it all the worse.
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>>36009783
these wojaks are getting fucked up
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