>20 years old
>Completely alone aside from immediate family
>Wonder what my life would be like if I could join a motley crew of 4 dudes
>Think about the fun I could have in this world
>Realize I'd never be able to do it because I'm so fucking awkward
>Not even aware that I'm awkward in public, so it's even worse because there's no way to stop it
I just want to enjoy speaking with other human beings. I'm a bit tired of being on 4chan all day.
At the same time, I'm so distanced from other human beings in daily interaction. I can't get close to them no matter how hard I try.
Does anyone else know this feel?
OP are you me?
Original feel
join the army, make freinds for life
Just put yourself out there, the worst that can happen is a random stranger thinks your a little different. Who knows you might make a friend.
>>36001890
you have to be physically fit to do it as well as not being retarded
>>36002560
OP here
I'm both of those things.
I'm starting to think I should probably join the army.
My life will likely be better if I do.
>>36001633
i have made i few new friends now and my awkwardness didnt go away they just got used to it
>>36001633
Fugg de bolise
>>36002092
making friends means spending a lot of time around people who hold a common interest or purpose. this is why friendships are made during school because you see each other everyday so they are naturally developed. an autistic sperg is not going to want to try to force something that isnt natural, i know because i am one.
assuming op is a neet theres not much he can do in that regard, its unlikely he will make friends by walking up to somebody in the street and spilling his spaghetti.
assuming hes a wagie or studentcuck hes probably been there long enough to be designated a loner and at that point you're stuck with it more or less.
gtfo with your normie advice.
>>36003548
You can always break free from what you are.
No one cares about you more than yourself.
>>36003967
more empty normieisms
ill pass
>>36004088
It's not exactly a saying.
If you're designated as something in the eyes of someone else, they truly don't care about you more than that facet you exhibit.
You can always be something else if you one day feel like it, and you'll likely be a passing thought in their brains. You'll just be designated as that guy that hangs around "x" and "y"
It's not a mindless saying I'm chanting to you.