I've fucked up.
>tired of no gf
>just want physical attention
>consider dating men since I hate female personalities
>I'm sub anyway
>find nice bf
>looks good for a dude (I guess?)
>making out is only good because I can't see him
>doesn't like anal anyway so I don't have to do that
>literally cannot open my eyes during sex, have to think about women or I will go flaccid
>he has a great personality but I'm straight and simply not attracted to him
>get all the attention I want but it's a dude with stubble telling me cute things
>he falls madly in love with me
what the fuck have i done
love is a curse man
>>35988564
U give him the succ. Then tell him im not gay thyx for being my test bf i was just confused about my sexuality. Sorry. Ez pz done
>>35988606
I don't want to hurt him, it's been 5 months. I already lowered myself to sucking dick and it didn't exactly turn me gay
>>35988664
Its either be a cunt and just do annoying shit till he drops u. Or you break it off with him the longer the act goes on the more it'll suck when its over. Plus the sooner u end it the sooner he can start getting over u.
>>35988698
but if I leave I'm going to go even more years with no-one to touch me
>tfw prison gay after years of virginal isolation and porn
>>35988725
holy sht youR'e right
>>35988715
Yes. But u can look for someone else! maybe lower ur standards?. Im not saying aim for trash but maybe aim lower then what ur already at. Your just pulling him along cause u dont want to find someone else and thats not cool anon.
>>35988564
Break up with him.
the longer you're with someone you don't love the more you'll just fuck them up
>>35988564
I've considered doing this but I imagined it would turn out that way. You've cemented my suspicion that going gay when I'm not really gay isn't the right solution for my loneliness.
>>35988787
Seconding this advice.