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Not sure if feels thread or just pathetic story. >be me,

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Not sure if feels thread or just pathetic story.

>be me, 17 at the time
>really like Battlefield 4, like 9 hours a day
>vaguely sociable, a few good friends, one best friend
>we'll call him C-bro
>C-bro and I stick through everything, middle school and high school
>he meant the world to me, and having my back and knowing that I had back up was amazing
>beginning of junior year, shit hits the fan
>parents start fighting, extended family turns to hating us
>get super depressed
>pretend I'm fine, keep playing Battlefield 4 and smiling
>C-bro and other friends still with me, just none the wiser to my situation
>start talking to this girl in my class
>we'll call her Kat
>not very much in common at first glance, but she's cool, we talk late into the night about deep shit
>starttocatchfeelings.jpg
>tell myself they aren't real, just infatuation, don't need anything other than C-bro and Battlefield 4
>fast forward to November
>C-bro catches an unknown virus, doctors can't figure out what it is
>C-bro drops out of classes, don't hear from him for weeks on end
>felt so very alone without my bro
>I break one night, start crying to Kat about how afraid I was that C-bro was going to die and that I was going to be alone
Cont'd
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That's gonna end in dinosaurs, isn't it?
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Bring it lad, I'll just keep lurking
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Continuation

>after sobbing for a solid 15 minutes, I realize how pathetic I must look and sit up to apologize, fully expecting to see a look of disgust on her face
>she is sitting there with a warm smile, trying to calm me down
>thumpthump
>catch myself and emotionally lock myself back up, can't have that happening again
>keep talking to Kat, feelings growing
>there is another person in this story, we'll call her Daisy
>Daisy had had feelings for me since 9th grade, but I had never reciprocated them and she kinda went insane when I turned her down
>still try to be her friend and be there for her, because I knew she was at one point a cool cat
>at one point find out that Daisy had done nothing but create malicious rumors about me since I turned her down, taking special care to tell them to Kat
>nearly have a hernia I am so upset
>after clearing up the rumors Daisy had told, formulate a plan with Kat where we fake date to piss Daisy off, even asking Kat to prom and shit
>prom night is the most fun I had had in a long time
>feelingsdeepen.jpg
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>>35974959
Ill be lurking m8. You have an audience.
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>>35974959
>>C-bro catches an unknown virus, doctors can't figure out what it is
Yeah this sound fake as fuck
What fucking deadly virus still unknown in this day and age
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>>35975125
that is the point I also thought this was fake, Sounds like a old retarded romance film
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>>35975091
Continued
>summer comes around
>hang out with her a ton
>still scared that my feelings are just infatuation, don't want to hurt Kat
>am going on a month long trip to Maine on a little boat
>tell myself that if I can stop thinking about her for the length of that trip, I'm just infatuated
>think about her nonstop, dream about coming home and taking her out every night
>get back
>confess my true feelings with a simple "I'm in love with you" at like 2 in the morning with no context whatsoever
>she thinks someone stole my phone, that this is all a prank
>go into full panic mode, have to stop texting to calm myself down
>spend the entire night talking to her
>fast forward to August
>Kat and I go play mini-golf and pool
>towards the end of the night she starts acting weird
>when I get home, psych myself up to ask her if something was wrong
>"Anon, do you regret what you said?"
>"About being in love with you? Not in the slightest, why?"
>"Because I have feelings for you, Anon..."
>fireworks, victory, one of the most triumphant memories in my life
>we talk for a couple more weeks
>one day take her out for ice cream
>while we are sitting at a table eating, I make a really cringe-y joke, turn to her expecting to see an annoyed look
>she throws her head back and laughs
>in that moment, I fall head over heels in love with her
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>>35975125
I live in a really small ass town, medical field is not exactly cutting edge.
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>>35975378
seems fake but ill lurk
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>>35975445
such a poor excuse. where do you live? uganda?
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>>35975378
Continued V3
>ask her out a week or so before the end of August, she accepts it with the happiest smile I have ever seen
>then come the happiest 3 months of my life
>yes, we had problems, but I enjoyed fixing them and bettering myself for her
>try my best to treat her like a queen, like I think she deserves
>always listen intently when she is talking to me, try to change anything about myself that upsets her, buy her flowers and stuffed animals, make a total ass of myself trying to cheer her up, and above all. always making sure to be there for her whenever she may need me.
>I never missed a single one of her basketball games or concerts, even if they were out of town.
>her mom saw how well I treated her and really loved me
>even her dad and grandpa, who pulled that whole "if you break my daughters heart, we will kill you" routine, were warming up to me
>siblings loved me, and I really tried to be there for them and have a good relationship with them too
>update C-bro every once in a while. hang out with him even though he is dealing with the post-viral exhaustion, literally sleeping 17 hours a day
>month 4 comes around, and she really was a tough one to survive
>some family members die, my grades start dropping, and I get really depressed
>finally tell Kat about my depression
>afraid to tell her, as most people abandon me relatively soon after that
>she coos to me, telling me that she would never do something like that, and joking that I am stuck with her
>fall deeper in love
>am still depressed but still trying to be there for her and be the perfect boyfriend
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>>35975125
I think its believable. Many diseases have names but they are hard to diagnose because there are a lot of diseases similar or shares the symptoms of other diseases.
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>>35975744
Continued V4
>something changes in month 5
>she isn't as lovey dovey as she once was
>scares the shit out of me, don't know whether it's an external factor in her life or me
>step up my efforts to be there for her
>now realize that that was probably pretty obnoxious
>have lost contact with C-bro and other friends in devoting all my time to this girl, but have heard through C-bro's mom that the diagnosis on what had been ailing him, it was Epstein-Bar Virus
>can see a downhill slope in my relationship
>she starts enjoying being around me less and less, seems to find it tedious
>says some choice phrases that were quite cruel and hurt a lot
>"I still love you but I'm not sure if I'm still i n l o v e with you, know what I mean?"
>"Really? I can honestly say that if I could go back I would pick my friend over you, I miss them so much."
>etc.
>she starts treating me badly, ignoring me in person, glaring at me when I make jokes
>at one point tried to talk to her about something that had happened to me at one of her little sister's basketball games
>"Anon, I'm just trying to watch the game, okay?'
>immediately turns to her dad and starts chatting to him about some recent drama in the school
>still trying to be a good boyfriend, still head over heels for this chick
>can see the shit swirling in the drain
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>>35976100
Continued V5
>get more and more depressed
>January is the worst month of my life
>parents get divorced, grades drop, financial issues surface, my truck gets shot up, etc.
>but at least I have my relationship, right?
>fucking wrong.
>begin to realize that she may only be with me because she is afraid I will kill myself
>ask her if this is so
>in a moment of anger, she agrees
>am utterly crushed
>try to work up the courage to break up with her one night when we went out for dinner
>go into this huge monologue about how everything has been a fairy tale in our story, obviously leading up to it
>"But..."
>look up to say it
> see tears streaming down her face
>remember her throwing her head back and laughing, and choke on my words
>"A-Anon, y-you don't have to d-do this. we can work this out, it doesn't have to end like this. I'm still going to be here for you, I promise, I'm still going to be here."
>promises over and over that she isn't giving up and ending it
>split for the night, head home
>get a call around 9:30
>"Anon...I think I'm going to end this here."
>can hear her mom crying in the background
>stammer out "okay" like the pussy I am
>feel fine, no sadness, wonder if something is wrong with me
>fall asleep
>wake up, immediately am blindsided by depression
>reeaaaallly want to kill myself but can't
>go to school
>she bursts out crying and hugs me right when she sees me
>am supremely confused
>she more or less agrees to reverse the decision to end it
>goes back on that an hour or two later
>try to cut off contact with her so I don't come to resent her, fail miserably
>at one point agree to try to talk it through, I get her to promise that we will try to talk it through
>she goes back on it
>completely cut myself off to save myself from pain
>two weeks later, she comes crawling back
>"Anon, I'm afraid I made a mistake in letting you go"
>we agree to try to talk it through again
>big fucking surprise
>she goes back on it
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>>35976410
Truck gets shot up?
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Continue anon sounds like a good feels story

Originalio
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>>35976410
Continued V6
>try to be her friend, try to continue being there for her
>she hasn't been sleeping well and is lonely
>I lie to her and tel her that I haven't been sleeping at all and would appreciate the company if she would call me if she couldn't sleep
>actually turn my phone's ringer all the way up and stick it under my ear before I fall asleep so that I could be there for her if she needs me
>she has recently moved into a new house, and the stress of it all and the creaks of the old house have her convinced that someone has broken in on multiple occasions
>even though I know this is not the case, I don't tell her she is crazy and stay up to comfort her and calm her down
>I don't text her first, am too scared of bothering her so we don't talk too much
>at school she ignores me and glares at me, regardless of if I am trying to be her friend
>has no idea she treats me like this, even though mulyiple people have told her
>keeps cutting me off even though I am doing literally nothing wrong
>abandons me again and again and again
>all I want is my best friend back, she says she shares the sentiment but her actions don't agree with her words
>I cut contact again
>she texts me one night while I am watching movies with a girl I am friends with
>says she misses her best friend and that is the reason she is texting me
>warmfeeling,jpg
>then tells me someone asked her to prom
>have to pretend that didn't rip a massive hole in my heart
>our relationship worsens
>she ignores me, purposely puts distance between us if there are other people around, but if it's just me and her she is genuinely affectionate (putting her foot on top of mine, resting her head on my arms, etc.)
>only when we are alone, and those moments are scarce and far in between
>have isolated myself so much at this point
>literally only two friends, and I only trust one of them
>find it difficult to trust women
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Even though I can never relate to these types of stories (having (best) friends, girlfriends), I enjoy reading them. Please continue anon, I'm lurking.
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>>35976867
JUST FUCKING FINISH THE STORY ALREADY GODDAMMIT
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>>35976867
Jesus christ how much longer is this shit gonna go on
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>>35976867
Moral of this story guys. Never fucking trust women. There's literally no exception.
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>>35976867
Continued V7
>try to reconnect with C-bro, find out he is trying to join the Air Force, invite him to hang out
>we're chill, but I can tell that the spark of our friendship is long dead
>getmoredepressed.wmv

>last week, Kat texts me out of the blue in the middle of class
>"Hey, you busy after school?"
>for some reason thought she wanted to borrow my truck
>"Nope, Whachu need?"
>"I was thinking I could come over right after school and check your essay."
>doubt she has any intention to actually check my essay but force myself not to get my hopes up
>"Sure, remember where my house is?" "yup, I do" etc.
>sends me kissy face emoji
>am so shocked by it that I can't respond
>fast forward three hours later
>big fucking surprise
>"Hey anon, it turns out the representative from blah blah blah school wants to meet with me right after school so I can't do today."
>"no problem man, just hmu if you ever want to do it"
>how did I not see that one coming
>talk to her next day
>"How did talking with the representative go?"
>stares at me like she has no idea what I am talking about for a solid 20 seconds, snaps into realizing what I am talking about
>was obviously bullshit
>apparently not successful in trying not to get my hopes up

>been talking to this new girl, older than me
>we plan out hanging out and watching horror movies for a whole week
>she blows me off for some other stupid shit
>sink into depressive stupor
>give up on women
>get absurdly drunk
>want to die immensely
>still in love with Kat
>can't enjoy Battlefield 4 anymore
Please kill me.
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>>35976669
back glass got shot out of my truck, not exactly a tragedy, but a kick to the stomach when you are down hurts a lot.
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>>35977127
Fuck women. I think before I commit suicide, I'm gonna rape a bunch of staceys
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Sitting here wondering when u gonna finish the fucking story... or livestream suicide
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>>35977127
I commend you for even trying with the older girl, and putting up with Kat (even if it makes you a beta). I would have dropped Kat and given up on women entirely about 5 greentexts ago.
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>>35977127
wait wut that can't be the end anon, don't do this to me
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>>35977127
Holy shit, you're such a fucking pussy. You let her stomp all over you like the beta bitch boi you are. Fucking congrats I genuinely hope you kill yourself for not only ditching C-Bro but being the must dumbest faggot on this board.
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>>35977127
>>35977127

What do I even do at this point?
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>>35977373
>on a polish fish flaying forum
>complaining about betas
Come the fuck on, anon
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I can't feel bad for you because of how you straight up ditched C-bro for a whore. Best friends are a much more valuable commodity than women.
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>>35974959

Ditching C-bro, you deserve it OP.
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CONTINUE THE FUCKING STORY OP, DONT JUST LEAVE ME HANGING.
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