>tfw the psychosis is coming back Fucking hell I don't

Hang out with other mentally ill folks here >>>/x/

>>35971501
Don't forget to stop by >>>/adv/ as well to chit chat with folks who have wisdom and lend an ear to listen..

Why are you suffering with psychosis OP?

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>>35971590
...because op fucked your mom

>>35971590
The doctors I spoke to said that it's probably genetic and just popped up out of nowhere. I had to go to two different mental hospitals last year because I completely lost my shit.

Couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, thought everyone was after me and that I was some kind of experiment. The paranoia and delusion was unreal.

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>>35971684
You're going to fit in perfectly with /x/! They have psych ward threads and everything!

>>35971684
Unless you took lots of drugs the delusions and paranoia are probably symptoms of Schizophrenia. It sounds like you have Schizophrenia OP. Have you been given antipsychotic medication?

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>>35971833
It's called a practice because doctors don't know what they are doing...

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>>35971895
Le medical practice.

>tfw I keep wishing for my psychosis to be back

>>35971448
Do you still take anti psychotic medication? Speak to a psychiatrist about getting you on them again asap, or to adjust your dosage.

Also given that your psychosis is back, your diagnosis is probably going to be schizophrenia.

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>>35972594
Me0w!

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>>35972193
Be careful what y0u wish for!

>>35973500
psychosis can be quite fun/awesome, in a very dangerous fucked up way. not everyone gets paranoia, some like me get pronoia, the delusion that everyone around them and the whole universe conspire on behalf of me to get me to awaken as the chosen one. feels like playing a computer game, or like I'm neo in the matrix, or like I'm the messiah, like a ancient myth playing out in RL. kinda miss it, kinda never want to experience it again.

Derealization is a great feeling for me because it kinda dissipates my anxiety. If no one's real, no one's really judging me.

>>35973659
I think it's a result over addiction to panic and the unrivaled stimulus it provides, after that every other sensation is rather unsatisfying, hence apathy being associated with many in the schizo spectrum.

I'm currently in remission myself from brief psychotic disorder and schizo pd.

Nothing quite so overwhelming as all encompassing terror that overtakes and warps all perception of reality.

>literally addicted to panic