>Alternate between feeling half-ok one day and suicidally

>>35965504
Yeah, I feel the same way. Bipolar disorder is inherited, I got it from my dad and my brother has it too. There are medicines that help with the swings, but I cannot afford to compromise my position.

>>35965504
If it's that often it's not bipolar disorder. Look up borderline personality disorder that's what I have.

Submit and get put on a list and get freedom
Refuse and don't get put on a list and suffer

>>35965553
Yeah I've looked into borderline and I think it pretty much fits me but I'm not crazy and start slashing my wrists if I think someone doesn't like me or w/e and I'm not manipulative in the slightest.

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>>35965553
Girlfriend is a BPD and a co-dependent. Also a nymphomaniac. Caught her messaging other men to fuck them, and tried to blame me. She sucked about ten men and out if that ten fucked three. When she finally apologised she said she was sorry that I felt upset about the situation. I broke every plate in the house, all the pictures on the wall and put a couple holes in the wall. Now I'm just dead inside.

At least your life isnt mine OP.

>>35965700
Yeah people with bpd are terrible people I hate myself for the things I do but I still do fucked up shit time and time again.

Has anyone in here sought treatment?
I started going to therapy for depression/anxiety about a year ago (long overdue), and had avoided medications up until about a month ago.

>>35965799
Took antipsychotics for bpd and I became a husk of a person

>>35965700
I have no personal experience with anyone that has BPD but god damn if all the stories I read about them don't make me despise them.

also ree get out normie

>>35965914
I mean honestly we can't help it. I literally can not help it no matter what I do or how bad I feel after. Best to just avoid people like us.

>>35965799
gave me an anti depressant and sent me away. finally seeing a therapist this month but it's making me feel really anxious thinking about it.

>>35965936

>WAH I CANT HELP BEING AN ASSHOLE NORMALFAG!

Kill yourself