who here /downhill/ >tfw everything in the last two weeks

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somebody else on /r9k/ has to be going /downhill/
i refuse to believe that nobody here is doing bad

share in my suffering, pals. we can all survive it together

This is nothing new. We're all doing bad.

Where do you think you are?

>>35955026
tell me about it then, fuckface
this isn't all about me
it's basically a vent thread
tell me what is going wrong
TELL ME

>>35955095
Youre just growing up. People maje and lose friends as their old ways change to reflect new interests. Be upset you are losing old friends, because you will just make new ones.

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Ill jump off my hill oo

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>>35955234
yeah but what if the new ones end up shitty?
what if they're just as bad?

>>35954668
Life for me is going super fucking downhill for like 3 years and it won't stop, don't worry you are not alone, I feel you.

>>35955477
what happened to you, anon? you gotta tell me

>>35955687
well it's maybe not worse than you have it but here, also sorry for the huge delay

>allways was bullied and all that shit
>got closer to graduation
>people started accepting me, lost social anxiety a bit
>after graduation, had the best summer of my life
>started doing music half a year ago and having lots of friends in a small community too
>shit'sgood.jpg
>started my new job / apprenticeship
>basically where everything starts getting downhill

don't want to write all the shit that happens, keeping it kinda "short"

>started to be against everything wrong in this shit world I live in for some reason
>lose friends because of no time due to work and my overly honest opinions and slight anger problems I had that time
>getting hated by everyone, even online
>everything gets worse
>enough to get me depressed
>shit's like this for some time
>find girl randomly on Twitter that is basically a cute and nice version of me
>get real good friends with her
>she draws and that really good, but also has social anxiety, depression etc.
>do some way better music under another name again
>love to talk with her about our interests and share art and music
>fast forward
>even lost her as the best friend I ever had and the only person I ever loved
>feel like doing everything wrong
>get depressed again
>can't forget that girl
>music by now getting less attention, do worse songs and people are avoiding me because of my shitty opinions
>no one listens to my music anymore by now, or talks / writes stuff with me, most hate me anyways
>only one person left to talk to
>that person is a fucking asshole, just what I need right now
>now just sitting everyday at home
>getting through work barely
>desperateaf.jpg
>being lonely in my room everyday, no one to talk to

there was a ton I didn't include hope it was enough for you, fact is, I feel ya, at least with the "all my old internet friends hate me"

I Bulged a disc recently I also have malalignent in my legs can't even walk without pain anymore. My mother thinks I'm being a lazy shit but says I don't need surgery. I lost my jog due to not being able to work anymore. I'm considering blowing my brains out

>>35954521
>he has friends
You have friends.

I don't even know what side of the hill I'm on or if I'm going up or down. LIfe is fuck.

try to speed up and get some good momentum going
maybe you can pull off a sick jump or do something like the large hadron collider does