>be sperg in 6th grade
>qt girl in 5th grade
>have cousin in 5th grade
>he's the closest thing to a friend I had
>I tell him I think she's cute
>he tells her
>she tells everyone in her class
>everyone knows I like her know
>during recess I see her and some kids from her class walk towards me
>one of the boys points at me and screams "there he is!"
>they start running towards me
>I go full naruto and start running away from them
>I jump off a small ledge and land on the grass
>the grass had a huge pudle on it so I slip and fall straight on my ass
>the retarded kid with severe cerebral palsy sees me fall and starts laughing his ass off while going apeshit in his wheelchair
>I get up, run away and hide
>fast forward 15 years
>haven't talked to any women since then
>this one moment managed to fuck me up so bad I don't even trust anyone anymore so much that I don't even have friends
>>35930097
Do you really want the rest of your life to be defined by a small fuck-up from your childhood OP? Many people have gone through much more traumatic events and overcome them to live normal lives, you could too. Seek therapy about it if you can't do it alone.
>>35930097
And the worst part OP is that every single girl is like that. No matter who you date they will tell everyone and you will be judged. It's all just a big fucking joke to them
>>35930744
This
I remember that I pissed myself in front of the school when I was in elementary school it didn't really effect me.
I'm still socially inept though but for completely unrelated reasons.
>>35931277
Oh fuck I press the enter button like a redditor fucking kill me
>>35930097
Can you imagine if you had a real fucked up thing happen to you? Molested kids grows up to be less of a coward than you. I don't know what else to tell you.