>start smoking most of a pack a day
>cough like I have tuberculosis
>no desire to stop
What's your self-destructive behavior?
Going on here
>>35928014
Complaining about having no gf yet doing nothing to get one.
It's a weird cycle.
>>35928014
>>35929356
both of these
also drinking
>>35928014
>What's your self-destructive behavior?
During adolescence it was cutting and burning myself, now it is unironically doing nothing.
Though I will smoke maybe once a week, if that counts.
>>35928014
>I drink a shitton of coffee and when I get the shakes I start drinking alcohol to curb the anxiety.
>When I have money I substitude the booze for weed but sometimes I mix them
>I used to smoke a lot of spice and snort stimulants
>I don't take care of my teeth and overeat often
>I don't shave any part of my body
>I'm a chronic masturbator, alternating between real life porn and hentai to not get bored. I like them equally.
And finally:
>when I have to do something I sometimes purposefully fuck it up cus I can't stand the pressure of doing good and all the expectations that come from it
>>35929448
Forgot to add
>I smoke a pack and a half of Marlboro reds every day
>>35928014
>smoke 3/4s a pack a day
>drink a lot
>eat a lot of unhealthy foods
>drink an energy drink almost every day at work
At the rate i'm going i'll be lucky to make it past 35.