>tfw you literally can't fathom how people conversate or just talk fluidly
even the "losers" I see on youtube can talk about something to the camera for 10 minutes. I think I seriously have autism
It takes me like all my mental energy to put together a couple of sentences
>>35918882
i feel ya man, social anxiety sucks balls
drinking helps but it makes me feel awful later on and weed did help but eventually made my anxiety worse. now i just rarely talk and try and sleep a lot
it is a matter of practice
>stumble over words
>voice cracks
>that blank feeling when you know you're supposed to say something but you freeze
No amount of drugs or alcohol can fix me. Only the sweet release of death.
Here's to another night wishing for an aneurism to kill me in my sleep.
>>35918882
seems weird to me too, man. i remember reading somewhere that the average person says 4k words a day, and the quietest person in the study averaged 700. when i was in school, i could go for days without saying a word to anybody (except maybe for talking to waiters, etc.). i also have gotten maybe 2 text messages since the beginning of the year.
>>35919074
holy shit. i dont speak on most days at all. completely fucked
Time ago I could conversate and talk fluid but since I reached the 17 years I don't know what to talk/write about... I tried to write about my phatetic life but i realized it was repetitive and bored so I gave it up I'm 18
some tips
>have a hobby
>talk about your hobby
atleast you will be known as that guy to normies instead of that awkward guy
also
>be personable
>dont be afraid to speak your mind
like talk about something naughty if it came on your mind or be the banter kinda guy or make any other joke or have some story tell, literally just be you or find someone you want to be and act like them. dont be that cringey quiet guy who keeps his hands in his zipper hoodie pockets because hes afraid to open his mouth